Title: The Dark Ocean (1/?)
Author: Rann Aridorn
Notes: This fic was written almost wholly in two large chunks, the first
over the course of two days, the second over a single night. It's
currently in a bit of a beta phase. I need to go back, clarify some
things, check a few passages for the proper grammar and feel... and for
most of the fic that has Ron in it, I completely forgot to put in Rufus'
interjections. How can you not have Rufus?! Also, be warned that though
things start off fairly light-hearted and on level with the actual
cartoons, things start getting a bit dark fairly early in. The title's
also a working title, other suggestions would be alright.
Legalish notes: All characters having appeared in Disney's Kim Possible
are the property of Disney, and are used here without permission, but
with no intent for profit. All other characters are original and the
property of Rann Aridorn.
"With this latest advancement of mine," Dr. Drakken cackled, rubbing
his gloved hands together in maniacal glee as he watched the syringe
fill from the tube running to it, multiple cylinders and vials pouring
out their essence into it, to be condensed and mixed along the way. "I
shall be truly unstoppable in my quest to take over the WORLD!"
"Mmm, yeah." Shego seemed highly unimpressed, sprawled in a nearby
chair with her feet propped up on a lab table, an issue of 'Evil
Sidekick Quarterly' in her hands the way other women might treat a
Cosmo. "Doncha mean 'with this latest advancement of DNAmy's'?"
Drakken growled quietly, tossing a glance over his shoulder. "Quiet,
Shego! It's not about who does the busywork, it's about who puts the
science to its best use!"
"Yuh-huh." Shego turned a page. So, -so- unimpressed.
"Aha! It's ready!" Drakken snatched the syringe off of its holder and
affixed the needle, then brandished it dramatically, as if posing with
it for a statue in the villain hall of fame. Maybe he was. "Now, with
this, I shall turn my henchman into an unstoppable engine of
destruction! No one shall stand in our way, not even... KIM POSSIBLE!"
"Well, you have fun with that," Shego replied offhandedly.
"... That henchman is you," Drakken said flatly, letting his arms drop
as he turned a bland gaze on Shego.
That actually got her to look up from her magazine. "Okay, first off,
I'm your sidekick. Your sidekick who's not paid nearly enough for what
she puts up with, but that does not make me a henchman, lackey, goon, or
anything else of that variety. Second, 'no cloning' clause, remember?"
"Awwww, Shego!" Drakken danced in place a bit with frustration, then
thrust his hands downward. "This isn't cloning! This is an entirely
different kind of playing God!"
"Well, you just play your game over there," Shego replied evenly,
gesturing in a random direction.
"..." Drakken eyed Shego for a moment, then smiled beatifically, or as
close as someone blue, unattractive, and scarred could manage. He tucked
his hands behind his back and sauntered towards Shego. "Oh, all right
then, Shego. If you don't want the power to whup on Kim Possible with
ease..."
"Got it," Shego insisted, though she glared a bit harder at the
magazine's pages.
"Why, then I'll just use the subject I brought in here for it. Right
over there." Drakken pointed off to the side.
She didn't know why she did it. Sheer curiosity at who would be stupid
enough to listen to what her employer had to say. The only way the irony
could have been more complete is if she'd wound up looking into a
mirror, because as soon as her head turned, she felt the needle jab her
arm. She yelped and whirled, smacking Drakken across the laboratory with
one good punch, then looked down at her arm. The syringe was still
sticking out, the plunger all the way down.
"Drakkeeeeen!" Shego snatched the needle out of her arm and glared at
the blue scientist, who was picking himself up out of the remnants of
some test tubes. "What did you just do?! I better not turn fuzzy!"
"Oh, calm down, Shego!" Drakken brushed glass off his coat, then
smirked at Shego. "It will just enhance you, not change you into
something else entirely!" He paused, then tapped his chin. "At least,
that's what I think it does. It said 'augments human DNA', and that just
means to make better, not change, right?"
Shego snarled, then whirled and stalked out of the room. She made her
way through several hallways, destroying a few synthodrones along the
way, and that helped take at least a little of the edge off. She didn't
like being screwed with, messed with, or "augmented" without her
permission, that was for damn sure. Still, destroying a few of Drakken's
drones... and that Glamour Shots photo of himself he liked so much that
was hanging outside his room... helped take at least a little of the
edge off by the time she got back to her room.
Just as she was about to turn on the computer to rewrite her contract
to include a 'no genetic tampering' clause and a much, much higher
retainer, a wave of dizziness washed over her. Well, that wasn't
strictly accurate. It was more like a real wave had smashed itself
against the full length of her body, enough like it that Shego actually
staggered backwards as if she'd really been struck.
Ever since she'd been imbued with her powers, she'd already been
faster, stronger, more agile and more durable than the average human.
But right now her body felt like she'd been pushing herself hard with no
rest for about four days straight. Every single muscle she knew about
and a few that she didn't think of much was throbbing with a dull, tired
ache that was painful. In a few places, it wouldn't have been
debilitating. As it was, she barely had time to stagger towards her bed
and get enough momentum going that when she collapsed, it was onto the
mattress.
She dragged herself the rest of the way forward, grabbing handfuls of
sheets and yanking herself an agonizing foot and a half so that her legs
weren't dangling off the edge, the sheets pulled away at the top and
leaving the pattern of the mattress visible. But she was beyond caring,
and just let her head fall against the pillows, body shuddering. She
tried to just let herself pass out, but the ache of her body, the way
her heart had begun racing as if it would try to escape, all of it kept
her awake, until she thought she'd have to suffer through the full
change of whatever Drakken had shot her up with.
But finally, mercifully, unconsciousness claimed her, letting her fall
down into a roiling darkness where she was free from pain and
responsibility, but where she could lose herself if she didn't struggle
with all she had.
She was suffocating, trapped. She tore at what was binding her, lashed
out at her surroundings, trying to get free. After a bit of tearing, she
felt less confined, but now she was hungry. Meat. Food. Hungry.
She ran, ran towards where some part of her knew food was. Something
warm, somethings moving, but didn't smell like food, didn't smell like
meat. She tore through them because they were in her way, and she had to
hurry.
Yes, here she knew there was food. She pulled hard on what was keeping
her from it, and tore through what was inside. Plants, hard things that
smelled strange, but finally there, beneath a thin layer of something
that was thin and tore like skin but wasn't, she could smell it, needed
it. She tore open the strange clear skin and fed. It was cold, no blood
flowing, just cold juices of the meat spattering across her, but it
didn't matter, she was too hungry for it to matter.
She found two more feedings of meat, tore and ripped until her stomach
couldn't hold any more, until it threatened to reject what she'd eaten
already. Now she needed the closeness, needed to know she was safe while
she slept and regained strength. She prowled forward, instinctively
finding a dark place, enclosed place. The thing at the front moved when
she touched it, and after a moment she grabbed it and yanked it closed.
Dark. Peaceful, close, warm dark.
She slept.
Shego groaned quietly as she woke up. She had a headache, a
stomachache, and cramps in various parts of her body. And it wasn't even
that time of the month. She opened her eyes, and then wondered why the
hell it was so dark. As her eyes quickly readjusted, she realized she
was laying on the floor of the pantry, amidst scattered boxes of
macaroni and cheese and cans of soup.
'What the hell?' Shego sat up, rubbing her head, then realized that
there was a distinct feeling of movement at her chest that she shouldn't
be feeling, if she'd slept in her jumpsuit. She glanced down, then
quickly laid an arm across her apparently bare chest before struggling
to her feet and shoving the door open.
She winced a little as the kitchen lights hit her, then stared, first
at the kitchen, then down at herself.
The door of the refrigerator was hanging mostly off, barely kept
attached by one broken hinge. It had apparently been that way long
enough for the fridge's motor to burn out, as there was a large puddle
of water and other substances, with what looked like melted ice cream
dripping down from the bottom of the freezer door. The contents of the
fridge itself had apparently already been scattered around, the shelves
crumpled in disarray, things thrown around the entire kitchen, with
several store containers for what was probably three pounds of hamburger
and a steak or two laying flopped in the forefront.
Shego's own state was perhaps even more disturbing. Her bodysuit was in
tatters, having been torn at almost anywhere it was near a joint or
pressed particularly tightly. The tear along the front looked like it
had started at the collar and just been so forceful that most of the
front of the garment had been removed, too. Her bare breasts were
covered with what, from the smell, was probably dried meat juice, and
from the color and other smells, had mixed somewhat with the drying
synthodrone ooze that was spattered all over her. Dammit, it was even in
her hair.
"Okay, this is getting out of hand." Shego scowled, grabbing an apron
from the back of the pantry door and tying it on. It was one of
Drakken's, and had embarrassingly pink lettering that said 'Kiss the Mad
Scientist' on the front, but stupid apron loss of dignity was a lesser
evil than show the world your tits loss of dignity. "I think Dr. D and I
need to have a long, violent talk."
Shego stayed in the shower for quite some time, wanting the hot water
to ease away the lingering aches in her muscles. It never quite did,
though. This feeling reminded her of growing pains. Her body had
developed quickly not very long after the meteor had affected her, as if
she'd gone through one long, steady growth spurt that had lasted for
years. When she'd been allowed to go back to school, she'd been the only
one in sixth grade who was as tall as the teacher and better-endowed.
Other girls had been wearing training bras, she was figuring out which
B-cup bra didn't look too flashy in the locker room. It had been
embarrassing enough that she'd finally acquiesced to her parents'
repeated begging that she just stick to private tutors.
She was far beyond being humiliated by stares, glares, and jealous
teasing from other girls, but she was not looking forward to another
nineteen months of muscle aches. If Drakken had set something like that
off, she was going to be most displeased.
Of course, "growing pains" might be the least of things she had to
worry about.
The green-skinned woman sighed, worrying her lower lip gently. Then she
yelped and stopped, touching her fingers to her mouth and then holding
them up. The blood was already thinning in the indirect mist from the
shower's spray, but it was there. Shego opened her mouth and slid a
finger in, running the fingertip along her molars and forward. Even
before she got there, she could feel the sharp length brushing over the
rest of her finger.
She quickly shut the shower off and piled out, not bothering with a
towel or trying to make the bathroom mirror clear up. Instead she went
right to the mirrored front of her closet door, water streaming off of
her naked body and soaking into the carpet. She tilted her head back and
opened her mouth, twisting to try and get a good look.
She looked like she was ready to star in a really weird vampire movie.
Others of her teeth had elongated and sharpened as well, besides her
canines... the teeth just behind them, and to a lesser extent the two
teeth on the bottom that matched them. But her canine teeth had become
sharp and curved enough to truly qualify as fangs. She closed her mouth
and used a finger to pull her lips open enough to look. The fangs were
just long enough to settle over the teeth underneath them, without
completely hiding them or digging into her gums.
"... Getting -seriously- pissed now."
"DRAKKEN!"
Even the emotionless synthodrones somehow knew it was time to get out
of the way as Shego came storming into the lab. Dr. Drakken whirled,
staring at his sidekick as she stalked towards him, green eyes almost
literally flashing.
"What the hell did you do to me?!" she growl as she came to stand
face-to-face with him.
"Really, Shego, it's just a little genetic augmentation. I was doing
some further reading, and even though this is the first use of it, it's
really only supposed to help you be a bit faster, stronger, all that,
without changing you too much. It's just... augmentation!"
"If you say 'it's just augmentation' one! More! Time!" Shego grabbed
the front of Drakken's coat, twisting her fingers in it to make sure she
had a good grip. The way his eyes were bugging, she could tell that
maybe she'd nicked him a bit under there with the pointed fingertips of
her gloves. Good. "Did you ever think that there might be side effects?"
"Well, it did mention some possibility of minor, harmless side
effects," Drakken stammered nervously, too scared to lie for his own good.
"And did you ever think," Shego continued with a snarl, her new fangs
showing and causing Drakken to pale to a sort of watercolor blue shade.
"That since my DNA's already been mutated once, it might mean there was
a BIG possibility for side effects?!"
She lifted him into the air, up to the full extension of her arms. It
was easy. Too easy. He felt like he was made of moving, wriggling
Styrofoam. Somehow, Shego was guessing she could hold him like this for
a good, long time, if she wanted to.
"I'll confess, that one skipped my mind," Drakken squeaked.
Shego growled again, but this time it wasn't just in her voice. It came
from somewhere deeper inside her, down in her chest, vibrating up
through her throat and curling her lips. And suddenly, she could smell
how afraid Drakken was. The fear filled her nose, not like anything
she'd smelled before, just base, panicked fear. And it smelled good.
She took a long, deep breath through her nose. The fear was almost like
a solid thing, sliding down the back of her throat, washing back into
her mouth some, and then it wasn't just smell, it was taste. She could
taste the scent of his fright on her lips, touching her tongue. Her
breathing quickened, and with each breath more of the smell and taste
washed into her. Her nipples were hard, her arms were trembling, but not
with the effort of holding him up.
Food. He smelled like food. She wanted to throw him down, rip off the
clothes, bare him helpless and open to her, and taste his fear as she
sank her teeth into him.
Drakken swallowed hard, watching as Shego's pupils dilated and her
breathing quickened. She was giving him a very odd look, and for some
reason that alone was making him have difficulty controlling his
bladder. "Um... Shego... are you alright?"
Shego suddenly dropped Drakken, giving a slight shove as she did to
keep him from landing on his feet. She turned away, gritting her teeth,
feeling her fangs lightly brush against each other. She hugged herself,
fighting to keep her body from shaking, and losing. The smell of fear in
her nose and the taste of it in her mouth had faded, leaving her with
something sour, like the taste of being sick.
"... Undo it..." Shego murmured, not looking at Drakken. Then she said
a word that she never would have used, if she wasn't so goddamn
frightened of herself. "... Please."
Drakken stared up at Shego, then nodded mutely. After a second,
realizing she wasn't looking, he cleared his throat and said,
"Certainly, Shego. I'll get right on it."
Shego nodded once, then walked, very carefully, towards the door to the
room. She paused next to a synthodrone, and muttered to it, "Fix the
fridge, and restock it with steaks." Then she left, hunching in on
herself. For some reason, the black ocean that she'd seen before in her
dreams seemed to be lapping at her toes, even though she was still awake.
She'd torn up the bed pretty badly when she'd left to go on her little
kitchen raid last night. The sheets were goners, and the mattress had
some pretty bad scratches in the cloth outer layer, but it would pull
through. Sadly, she'd ripped open one of her favorite pillows, the one
that fit her head just right. So, sweeping up stuffing into the ruined
sheets, Shego prepared to go right back to bed.
Sure, she could pace around the lab and make sure Drakken stayed on the
job. But the memory of wanting to tear off his clothes so she could feel
him naked and writhing under her as she ate him was still a little too
strong in her memory to want to be anywhere near him. And since sitting
around worrying only seemed likely to get her all worked up again, her
best bet seemed to be sleep.
She put on new sheets, then stripped out of her bodysuit and just left
it on the floor as she climbed under the covers. Usually she wore
pajamas, but most of those were fairly nice ones that she liked, and if
she went all nuts again, she didn't want to tear them up. She had to
spend a few moments messing with the pillows, with her favorite gone,
but finally found a way that was comfy and settled down, closing her eyes.
Lying down, closing her eyes, made it easier to feel the deep ache in
her whole body. Growing pains, she'd compared them to. Close enough. She
was one tough bitch, but it was a fight not to be frightened of what she
could literally feel happening to her. Eventually, she got herself
calmed down just enough to sleep...
... and plunged deep into the black water. It wasn't new water, she'd
known this ocean for a long time. It was inside of her, always had been.
She didn't know when she'd first begun to dream of it, but once she had,
she felt like she'd known it. It hadn't always been an ocean. A puddle,
a pond maybe. Then it had grown, and grown. All the anger, rejection,
fear, violence, it had all filled it up until it was this, this sea of
black feeling, blotting out everything else.
She'd convinced herself long ago that she liked it. It was -her- ocean,
it kept her afloat, it kept her away from who and where she didn't want
to be. But now, ever since the injection, it was roiling, crashing, like
there was some invisible storm driving it, sending the water smashing
over her head and threatening to drown her. To pull her down into the
depths, to quench the fire that was her self.
And now, as Shego struggled against the black water, tried to keep her
head above it, she realized she was not alone in the ocean.
It slid through the water, glowing like some great neon fish in the
black, the darkness muddying its shape. But it drew closer, and closer,
bright, green, the water waving glowing fur and stroking across glowing
scales. And it coiled around her, and sank in its claws, and sank in its
teeth, and Shego screamed a soundless scream as its weight began bearing
her down, down into the black depths.
"Shego?!" Drakken stared as he opened the door of Shego's room and
heard her howl as if being tortured. His eyes were wide as he looked at
her in the bed, writhing and jerking, her back arching so hard it seemed
impossible that it didn't snap. The covers had been thrown aside, and
her naked body literally dripped sweat, as if someone had doused her
with several buckets of water. She twisted, her back still arched, and
screamed again.
Dr. Drakken was not a brave man. He was, in fact, a coward. But a
secret that he kept carefully hidden was that, deep down, he shared a
trait with a certain blonde sidekick whose name he could never remember.
And that was that when someone he cared about was in trouble, he could
suddenly find inner wells of strength and courage. And so, digging deep
into his inner self, Drakken summoned up his meager supply of bravery
and dashed forward.
He leapt onto the bed, Shego's nudity unimportant in the face of trying
to help her. He knew that the way she was thrashing around, she was
going to hurt herself, and he tried to pin her down, stop her back from
arching so dangerously, tried to pin her wrists down. She struggled
against him, and he felt that incredible strength that had infused her
body. But she wasn't conscious yet, and he had a good position, so he
thought that he might just be able to hold her down until she could wake
up or calm down.
And then her eyes snapped open.
The brilliant green had faded, if that was the word for it. It was now
more like a green-tinged yellow. The pupils were wide, dark slits that
narrowed as she apparently fixed her gaze on Drakken, her lips pulling
back in a snarl that had none of her snark or anger behind it, just
animal hatred.
"Shego?"
Trying to attack her. It was trying to attack her, even though it
smelled like fear and meat. She snarled and snapped, jerking up, but it
was holding her down, trying to restrain her. Her anger mounted,
mingling with panic at feeling restrained. She twisted and jerked,
snapping, trying to get at it, trying to stop the thing attacking her.
Her fangs tore through cloth and sank into flesh, and she heard a yowl
of pain, tasted trickles of blood in her mouth. She remembered the
feeling, the heat, of pouring anger and power into her hands, using it
to attack. But this time, she knew to channel the fierceness, the drive
to attack, into her mouth, and it worked, it was good. There was a
feeling as much as a taste of bitterness. The attacker made a sound like
a gurgling scream and started to jerk, stopped being able to restrain
her. She shoved it aside, threw herself away from it, landed hard on the
ground. She heaved great breaths, trying to find some calm, trying to
realize what was happening to her.
Slowly, her pupils contracted, becoming small round points, the yellow
disappearing under the deeper color of green. Shego took deep,
deliberate breaths, staring at the carpet, staying on all fours for the
moment. 'What the hell just happened?'
She heard a sound, like someone jerking around on the bed, and pushed
herself up, staring. Dr. Drakken was spasming in place, his eyes wide
open, foam flecking his lips. Before she could even say anything, he
went still, the expression of pain and terror slackening but staying
noticeable on his face, his body seeming to tighten.
"Dr. D?" Shego slowly crawled up onto the bed, staring down at her
employer. She reached out to touch his shoulder, and hesitated as she
saw the torn cloth on his upper arm, and the bite marks that looked like
they probably matched her new fangs. Still, Shego put her hand on his
shoulder and shook, hoping to get a reaction. "Dr. D? Dr. Drakken?" He
didn't move right. Too stiff, like a board, like all his muscles were
still seized. "... Drew?" she whispered, her voice hoarse and tight.
Slowly, Shego put her head against Drakken's chest, and listened.
Nothing. Not the faintest murmur of a heartbeat or of breath being
drawn. She stayed there, hoping for anything, any slightest sign, but
all she felt was the warmth under her cheek slowly lessening.
"Oh no. Oh no, oh no, oh no." Shego pushed herself up, shaking her head
in denial of the truth, of everything, of the entire last two days.
Tears began streaking down her cheeks, sliding through the oily fear
sweat already on her skin. She'd killed before, but she wasn't a killer.
She certainly didn't want this. Never this.
Shego shoved herself away from Drakken's body, a sob tearing from her
body as she scrambled off the bed, stumbling, hasty and clumsy as she
yanked on the discarded bodysuit, forgetting all about the gloves and
boots, and racing barefoot down the hall. She pelted down the hallways,
letting memory more than thought lead her to the garage bay. She threw
herself into the hovercraft, and began working the controls with such
urgency that some of the plastic cracked in her hands.
Part of it was that she had to get away. Had to get away from what
she'd just done, as if by fleeing the scene of it she could forget it
had happened, that she had been the one who had done it. She half wished
she were that delusional, that she could trick herself, make herself
think it hadn't been her, that she was going off to avenge his death
right now. 'Don't worry, Dr. D, I'll get the bastard that did this!' But
it was her, and that thought never left her mind, even panicked as she was.
Part of it was that she had to get help. There was no one on her side
she could go to. No one who wouldn't, for an absolute certainty, turn on
her, use her, try to find some way, not to stop what was happening to
her, but probably accelerate it, use it. Make her into their animal,
their killer. Most of them weren't cold-blooded murderers, but when you
could have something more evil than you do it at your beck and call, why
worry about it?
She needed one of the good guys. And she knew exactly where she had to
go, who she had to see. The night was dark, and rain was pelting her.
Almost by reflex, she turned her head, opened her mouth, started to
chastise Drakken for thinking an open-air hovercraft was so cool, before
the realization that she was never going to snap sarcasm at him again
hit her. She was never going to snark at him again, because she'd killed
him.
She shook her head, swallowing back more sobs, trying to focus. But the
sadness, the guilt, welled up inside her, fed the panic, the fear, made
her heart beat faster. And suddenly her vision went all funny. She was
seeing the hovercraft, but not properly, more like she was seeing the
parts of it that had electricity or were hot or made noise, but it was
all confused, like none of it was quite all there. And she couldn't see
a damn thing out beyond the hovercraft other than a confused mishmash of
input. With a yowl of surprise and pain at the sensory shift and near
overload, Shego yanked the controls wildly, trying to get away from her
pain.
The front of the hovercraft dug into the ground, and she went spilling
out, tumbling wildly, hearing as much as feeling ribs break, feeling a
sting more than pain as something danced across her hairline and opened
up her skin. She came to rest on her face, lying dazed on the ground,
and felt the heat of the hovercraft exploding wash over her back. She
had to be gone, had to get to where she was going, before anyone came.
Before she was stopped, or before she killed someone else who made the
mistake of trying to help her up.
Shego shoved herself up, managed to get to her feet, and rushed off
into the night, pain and that all-over ache making her move jerkily, as
if her muscles didn't quite know how they were supposed to work anymore.
Her bare feet passed over soaked grass, wet concrete. She could see
again, but not very well, blood stinging in her eyes and blurring her
vision.
It seemed like she walked hundreds of miles, probably more like five.
Shego staggered up the steps, slumped against the door, and pounded her
fist against it. She actually felt lucky she was exhausted, since it
only dented the wood instead of cracking it or breaking through it. The
green-skinned woman managed to push herself back a little as the door
began to open, and almost fell, catching herself against one of the
porch's banisters.
Dr. Anne Possible blinked at Shego, her eyes already widening at the
sight of her, clothes barely on, feet bare, her entire body smeared with
mud, blood streaming down her face, fangs visible between her parted
lips as she panted for breath.
"Shego." Yes, that was the name. She'd met her when she was subbing as
Kim's sidekick. The girl had seemed rather saucy and cheeky, but not
that bad, for a megalomaniac's assistant. "What's wrong? Are you
alright?" It was a silly question, she obviously wasn't alright, but
doctor instincts overrode the real question of 'What are you doing here?'
"Help... me," Shego rasped, her tone pained, her body trembling. Her
voice felt thick on her tongue, like some kind of sour syrup that she
could barely spit out, sticking to the awkward pointed teeth. Then she
fell backwards, tumbling, screaming as intense pain burst out in her
hands, her fingers. She managed to land on her knees, her fingers
twisting, curling.
"James! Call an ambulance! Kim!" Anne started forward, pausing for a
moment to stare in horror as Shego's fingertips began to bleed, to split
open. But only for a moment, before she started forward again, every
intention of helping someone in pain.
"Don't... stay back," Shego whimpered, shoving herself away and
crab-scuttling backwards, away from the doctor. The image of Kim's
mother came to her mind, twitching and frothing like Drakken had, and it
chilled her.
And excited her.
The thing inside her rose up out of the black sea and wrapped a clawed
hand around her, tried to drag her down to the water. And suddenly the
scent of her own blood had her heart pounding harder than before, had
her eager to grab at the vulnerable creature that was coming closer to
her, to grab it and press it down into the mud beneath her, feel it
struggle, hear it whimper as she put her teeth to it, into it, feel the
blood wash her lips, hear it whimper as she conquered it and fed off its
body.
Shego howled, lurching over onto her front and trying to drag herself
away from the very woman she'd wanted help from, fighting her body's new
impulses as much as fighting for control of her mind.
"Stay back, mom! Something's wrong with her!"
"Kiiiiiim... nooooo..." Shego rasped, as without any enhanced senses,
she could sense the redheaded teenager drawing close. She knew that
walk, that sound, that feel of her well enough. And she knew that Kim
would try to pull her close, put an arm around her to hold her down, try
to figure out what was wrong. And that if she was restrained, the
monster would come out and Kim would die.
Shego struggled, bucked as Kim kneeled on the ground, put an arm around
the green-skinned woman's shoulders, pulled her back against her lap,
held her in an attempt at comfort as much as restraint, odd as it
seemed. Shego whimpered, feeling herself wrapped in the beast's grip,
its coils all around her. She slipped down in the water, and the beast
was left to inhale, to take in the scent of this one that was daring
restrain her. Mouth opened, fangs flashed. Scent of fear, only a little,
but it was there, and scent of...
Familiar.
Her mouth closed, as she inhaled again, pressed closer. This wasn't an
enemy that was holding her, this was... playmate.
Playmate helped you practice to fight, helped you practice to hunt.
Playmate to sleep beside you at night. Playmate that you trusted not to
hurt you, not for real. Playmate is part of pack. Part of litter. Of
clutch. Doesn't matter.
She curled up in her playmate's embrace, shivering. She'd been so
scared, so hurting. But it was all going to be okay, now. She pressed
her face against her playmate's body, letting herself tremble, let
herself mewl. Hadn't she come here for something? This must be it. This
must be exactly it.
She felt something else close by, and then a little sting in her arm.
She bucked a little, tried to turn to look, but everything was getting
indistinct, unclear. The cold of the rain stopped bothering her, and she
was warm. It was okay, she was with her playmate, she'd be fine.
Kim stared in the window of the observation room, still feeling
shell-shocked. She didn't know what to make of what had happened with
Shego's actions tonight. The green-skinned villainess had shown up on
her doorstep, scared her mother half to death with writhing and howling
like a crazed animal. Her eyes had been like some kind of cat's, and
those fangs were definitely new, too. She'd jerked around like some
beast in a frenzy, but almost as soon as Kim had touched her, she'd
calmed down, curled up like a big kitten whose mother had found it, and
that had given Kim's mother time to dope her up, get her to the
hospital, so that hopefully they could find out what the heck was going on.
Dr. Possible emerged from the room, shaking her head. "She's conscious.
And she wants to talk to you, Kim." The older redhead paused, then
continued, an uncomfortable look on her face and an almost pained tone
in her voice, as if she didn't like having to say what she was about to
about a patient. "She could be dangerous, so don't get too close to the
bed."
"Alright, Mom." 'No big' just didn't seem appropriate in this
situation. This seemed like it might be very much a big. She went into
the room without further comment, heard the door close behind her, and
just looked at Shego, in her hospital gown and under the thin sheet. The
restraints had been adjusted to not get in the way of her IV, but there
was something more creepy about the way the chains of them emerged from
under the sheet at the bottom of the bed, like some combination of
something that was supposed to be bad, restraints, and something that
was supposed to help you get better, a hospital.
"Hey there, Pumpkin." Shego was paler than usual, and the smirk she
tried to give was a paler version of itself, as well, more a wan grin
than anything else.
"Shego. What happened?"
"... Dr. Drakken's dead. I killed him."
Kim blinked. Somehow, she'd always expected to hear those words from
Shego. Some undercurrent of the true depth of the green-skinned woman's
rage had said that one day, she'd step over the line from comic book
supervillain to real, dangerous bad guy, and that the first casualty
would be Drakken. She'd always expected, or feared those words, but had
never expected them to sound so utterly sad.
Shego was staring at Kim, guilt, loss, remorse, sadness on her face,
her eyes glistening in the low light of the hospital room. Kim could
have asked why, but that look made her know she didn't have to. It
hadn't been intentional. Shego was not the sort to hide what she was
feeling, what she thought. If she'd intended to do it, she might be
grim, or sour, or even, Kim's worst fear, smug. But all that was there
was mourning, regret.
"What happened?" she asked, softly, surprised at the sadness in her own
voice.
"He injected me with something that was supposed to augment human DNA
with animal genes. The id-..." Shego closed her eyes briefly, and it
forced two tears out, let them run down her face, before she managed to
continue. "He didn't know what it would do, didn't think about how I was
altered already. It started doing things to me. I think he saw me having
some kind of attack in my bed, and tried to help me. I bit him, and... I
think it poisoned him."
"Like a snake?" the words were blurted out before Kim could stop them.
Sometimes she wondered if tact under stress was one of those things that
the legendary Kim Possible -couldn't- do.
"Yeah." Shego smiled, bitterly. "Just like a snake. A dangerous snake
slipped in somebody's bed."
"You didn't mean to. It's not your fault." Kim almost added that it was
Drakken's own fault, but that seemed wrong. It might be true, but it
would hurt Shego to hear it. Matter of fact, it hurt Kim's own feelings
a little just to think it.
"I'm turning into an animal, princess. I can't hold it back." Shego
lowered her head, averting her eyes. "... Just promise me something.
Promise me as the good guy, okay?"
Kim blinked. "Promise you what?"
"Don't let them just put me in a cage, to be poked and prodded at, or
used. If I become that much of an animal... just be merciful and put me
to fucking sleep."
The redhead's eyes widened. "Shego, I... I ca-"
"Please, Kim." Shego raised her eyes, gazing earnestly at her rival,
saw the shock rock her. "I know I've never done anything to deserve a
favor, but no one deserves a life like that. Just put me down instead of
putting me in a cage and letting what's left of my humanity drain away."
Kim swallowed hard, feeling her gut wrench just a little. But after a
few seconds, she nodded. "... Alright. I promise."
"Thanks, pumpkin." Shego slumped back against the pillow, closing her
eyes. "Could you give me a few? I'm pretty tired."
"I bet. Um, talk to you later. Call me if you wanna reach me." Kim
turned and walked out of the room, closing the door and just staring at
it for a moment, before turning to walk down the hall and almost bumping
into her mother, who was talking with several other people in white coats.
"Oh, Kim, good. These are some geneticists I contacted. Now, you told
me once that Shego was altered by a meteorite when she was younger, right?"
"Uh, yeah." Kim nodded. "That's the story her brother told me."
How old was she, do you know?"
Kim pondered, trying to remember the story. "She must have been pretty
young. She was still hanging out with her brothers in their treehouse."
Dr. Possible exchanged worried glances with the other doctors, causing
Kim to frown.
"Out with it, what's the sitch?"
"... That's a bit troubling, Kim. If she's had her DNA altered this
long, her body's grown up adjusting to it. There's probably no way she
could ever be 'normal' again."
"That's no big, though. I mean, it'd be great if we could disarm her
and stuff, but we just need to get rid of the new stuff, don't we?"
"It's not that simple," one of the other doctors said, a bit gruffly.
"If she had normal DNA, it would still be extremely difficult, this
alteration isn't like anything any of us have ever seen before. But
whatever's been done to her is mixing with this altered DNA of hers,
further changing it. She's not going to stop this transformation until
it's run its course."
"..." Kim stared at him, then lowered her eyes and said, in a quiet
voice, "Mom, could I talk to you alone?"
"There is much about this case we need to discuss, we do not have time
for family conferences," the gruff doctor snapped.
Anne Possible turned a gaze that had cowed some of the more precocious
or powerful people on the planet on him, and he balked slightly. Then he
summoned up a scowl from somewhere, and muttered, "This is a genetics
case, not neurosurgery."
"I admitted her. She's my patient. Is that very clear?" Dr. Possible
said quietly, evenly. Kim remembered that tone. She'd heard it only once
in her life, when she was young and she'd done something very, very bad.
She owed a lot of her current desire to lead an upright and heroic life
to that tone of voice.
"... Clear. For now." The other doctors turned and stalked off, though
a bit more quickly than someone at ease with the situation would have.
"... Mom." Kim swallowed hard. "Shego's so scared that it makes me
terrified."
Dr. Possible blinked, but said nothing, letting her daughter continue.
"She may be a bad guy, but she's like the strongest person I know, at
least as far as her will goes. But she's so scared of what's happening
to her that she just..." Kim swallowed again, and raised her hands to
rub her upper arms, as if she were cold. "She just asked me to make sure
that if she lost her mind, and people tried to keep her in a cage and
study her, that she died. ... She's so scared she asked me to kill her."
Anne closed her eyes, and just stood there. There had been more than
one patient that had asked for her help with a similar situation.
Shego's was worse, perhaps... the young woman knew that her sickness
meant she might kill others, not just lose her mind. But right now, Dr.
Possible's thoughts were on her daughter. You lost something the first
time someone asked you to help them because death would be considered a
mercy, lost something to seeing someone that desperate, that hurting,
that dying was honestly the better option.
She didn't blame Shego, because she'd seen plenty of people in similar
situations. Alzheimer's patients, terminal cancer, burn victims. People
who literally had no hope of ever having a life of anything but pain and
hurting those around them just by being alive. No, she didn't blame the
young woman suffering in there, bound to the bed because she might go
crazy and slip into an animal state. She didn't know if she blamed
anyone, she just hated it.
"Kim." Anne opened her eyes and fixed them on her daughter, putting
both hands on Kim's shoulders. "I promise you, no one is ever going to
turn Shego into a test subject. Not as long as I have anything to say
about it."
Kim smiled, despite the tears in her eyes. In spite of the situation,
Anne couldn't help but cherish that smile. It was the smile of someone
that still had utter trust in their parents, in the power they held not
because they were a skilled surgeon or brilliant scientist, but just
because they were Mommy or Daddy. One day, the world would take that
smile away from Kim, and Anne just hoped she wasn't alive for that,
selfish as that hope was.
"It might be helpful if you could contact her family, and let them know
what's going on. Having some more insight into the alterations caused by
that meteorite could be invaluable."
"If you say so, I'll do my best. Just as a warning, Shego and her
brothers don't get along very well."
"Kim sweetie, if some sibling rivalry is the worst she has to put up
with this week, she'll count herself very lucky."
"Good point," Kim murmured, a bit of wry tone sneaking into her voice.
She took a deep breath, then nodded. "I'm gonna give Ron a call, then
get ahold of Wade to arrange a ride to Go City."
Anne blinked. "You can't just call them...?"
"Nope. I'm not one of their villains."
Kim's mother opened and closed her mouth several times, as if searching
for the correct response to that, then finally simply gave a mute nod.
"Right. Pretty much what I thought myself. I'll be back as soon as I can."
"Whoa. So Drakken's dead."
Kim nodded, not looking at Ron, not wanting to think about or deal with
whatever emotions he had, too busy trying to figure out her own. She
shifted on the seat where she had her legs pulled up, green eyes fixed
on the scenery whipping past.
"Should we... I dunno, shouldn't we do something, like go check? Or
recover his body?"
Kim winced a little. She hadn't even thought about that. Drakken's
mother... someone would have to tell her. Obviously she'd want to bury
her son, and someone needed to make sure she'd be able to, instead of
learning that some of his synthodrones had thrown him out with the day's
trash.
"I... yeah, guess so," Kim said quietly. "But we can't worry about that
now. We need to worry about Shego."
"Um, Kim, you know I'm always for helping somebody, but this -is-
Shego, and she's more dangerous than ever. Maybe we should just-"
The blonde boy stopped speaking immediately, mouth still open, as his
lifelong friend gave him such a dirty look that he briefly wondered how
it hadn't reduced him in height a few inches. He cleared his throat,
then turned to a rack of guitars. "So, this tour bus should get us to Go
City pretty soon, huh!"
"Look, don't touch," Kim chastised absentmindedly, looking back out the
window.
"Awww. What's the point of being on KICK's tour bus if you can't
manhandle all their stuff?!"
Anne Possible sat at her desk, nervously tapping the end of a pen
against her lips. Kim had left for Go City a little while ago, leaving
Shego under Anne's protection. And it was looking more and more like
"protection" was the right word for it.
The geneticists she'd originally called in for help were now banned
from the hospital, with security having been alerted to their identities
and to be on the watch for them. The moment phrases like "for study" had
begun being added to phrases like "brain tissue sample", she'd called a
halt to things. Unfortunately, neither had gone quietly, making loud
threats against her career, the hospital's reputation and existence, and
one of them had added that he had contacts in GJ that would hear of the
incident.
While Anne was worried about neither herself nor the hospital, it was
entirely possible that such a high-profile geneticist did indeed have a
way of getting in touch with Global Justice. From what she'd gleaned off
of Kim's stories, Anne knew that the organization was likely to be quite
no-nonsense in its handling of the situation.
It now seemed as if she was in a race against time, on multiple fronts.
She had to track down reputable geneticists actually capable of helping
before Shego's condition became worse in some way. She also had to get
that help for Shego before the other scientists managed to interfere in
some way.
At the same time, there was the very real possibility that Shego
herself could become a danger to everyone in the hospital. And from all
the young woman had said, in that case she wanted everyone protected
from her, as permanently as necessary.
Anne had never been the sort to turn to drink to help settle her
nerves, but she was beginning to wish she was one of those doctors who
kept a bottle of scotch in their offices.
Instead, she'd had to resort to taking out a certain item she'd hoped
she'd never have to actually keep on her person in the hospital. She'd
been in the medical profession too long, seen things go bad on too many
colleagues, to not have considered the need for such a thing. She'd just
hoped she'd never actually find herself needing it.
"Come ON!" Kim shouted, pounding her fists against the massive doors of
the Go Team tower. "It's not like you have anything else to do with your
life, you big, pompous-!"
Ron just stood back and watched his longtime friend as she continued
her verbal abuse of the absent Hego. He'd noticed in the bus that she
seemed more distant and a bit more snappish than usual, but had
attributed it to the shock that one of their villains was actually dead.
But she just wasn't acting like herself, at this point. He'd rarely seen
her willing to go on like this about anyone, except possibly her cousin,
and considering that they were actually trying to get Hego to -help-...
"-and then you'll need a handle to get at it!"
"Whoa, whoa, Kim!" Ron rushed forward, grabbing Kim by the shoulders
and hauling her back a bit as she pulled back one foot to deliver what
looked like a very serious kick to the door. "You'll break your foot!
Why don't you just call Wade and have him open it?"
Kim looked at him as if about to snap off an angry retort, then simply
blushed and pulled out the Kimmunicator, trying to soften her glare as
she tapped the buttons.
"Hey, Kim, what's up?"
"We need you to open up the Go Team headquarters, Wade."
Wade waited for a moment, then blinked when no 'Please and thank you'
seemed forthcoming. Shrugging, he turned slightly and began typing at
one of his keyboards. "Kim, you do realize you're asking me to find a
superteam's secret base, hack through whatever unknown and possibly
impenetrable defenses they may have, and violate their personal space?"
"Look, if some birdbrained idiot can do it, so can you!" Kim replied
with a frown.
Simply sitting and looking taken aback for a few moments, Wade finally
replied, in a quiet voice, "Just making conversation while I did it.
It's open." And with that, he closed the link.
Some part of Kim realized that she had probably just damaged her
relationship with one of her best, most constant, and most reliable
friends, but at the moment she just felt too jumpy and driven to
actually think about it. The doors were sliding open, and she strode
forward between them, Ron scuttling after her.
"Hey! -Hey-!" Kim called, looking around as she walked through the base
towards the central area. "Hego! Mego! Wego! Get out here!"
"Y'know, Kim, they're probably still not really super-ing much," Ron began.
"Oh, c'mon, Hego probably hangs out here all the time," Kim grumbled,
stopping in the meeting room and turning around. "HEY! C'MON!"
Nothing but silence answered her, and Kim simply stood there fuming,
before turning and slamming her hands down against the tabletop, letting
her head hang forward, her hair falling over her shoulders and hiding
her face.
"... Kim?" Ron stepped closer, hesitantly, reaching a hand out to rest
it on his friend's shoulder. He almost jerked it back when he saw her
tremble at the touch. "... Kim, talk to me..."
Kim swallowed heavily, another shudder running through her. "... Ron...
she asked me to kill her."
"Er... what?" Ron stared at his friend, not comprehending. In the back
of his brain, he acknowledged that he really wasn't that stupid, he knew
what she meant, his mind just didn't want to process it.
"She was... so scared." Kim's fingers slowly curled in under her hands,
the shaking of her body increasing. "So scared that she'd become an
animal, or a test subject, that she asked me to make sure she died if it
came to that."
Ron said nothing, just trying to get himself used to the concept. Sure,
he knew people who were sick sometimes wanted to die rather than keep
being sick, it was almost impossible to live in the world and not know
about the cases like that. But to have it be someone he knew, and for
reasons like this.
"Uh, Kim, I'm sure we'll-"
"Ron!" Kim blurted out, interrupting him, though the word seemed as
much a plea as anything. "You... you don't understand!"
"..." No quip, no bit of good-natured buffoonery was going to make this
better. His voice quiet, Ron answered, "So make me understand."
"Shego... she... she's always been so strong, and... and I knew I had
to be that much stronger. If she was confident, I had to be more
confident! Because that was how I won, as long as I could push myself to
be just a bit more than her! As long as she thought she could win, it
made me be SURE I could win! And as long as she wasn't scared... I
couldn't be scared... but..."
Kim's voice died off in a small, choked sound, her shoulders jumping, a
single tear falling to the tabletop beside her hand.
"But now she's terrified!" Kim's voice seemed weak, as if forced out
around something harsh in her throat, tears streaked down her cheeks,
collecting at her chin, a drop separating every so often to gently
spatter on the table or her hand. "And -I'm- terrified even more! I
don't know what to do, I don't know how to help, I'm just stumbling
around! I...!" Kim shook her head, closing her eyes tightly. "I'm not
the girl who can do anything! I can't do anything at ALL!"
"Kim," Ron forced out, tears sliding down his own cheeks.
"Oh Ron!" Kim suddenly flung herself at her childhood friend, clinging
to him as if she were drowning, sobbing against his shoulder. "I don't
know why, but if she dies, I don't know how I'll live with myself!"
Ron just held her against him, trying his best to be strong, to be a
man for her, to be the place where she could cry. But he couldn't stop
his own tears, and he cursed under his breath as he rubbed the back of
one gloved hand across his eyes.
"Halt, evildoers! Don't think you'll get away with-! ... Oh."
Kim and Ron both lifted reddened eyes towards where Hego was standing
posed in the doorway, one finger pointed dramatically, a rather
dumbfounded expression on his face as he cut himself off mid-posturing.
"It's you two. What are you doing in the Go Team headquarters, and what
on Earth is wrong?"
Anne Possible was just finishing up the last of her paperwork, the
content of some of it enough to push her beyond wishing she drank to
wishing she smoked as well, when a nurse came pelting down the hall and
into her office with such speed that he almost skidded and fell as he
made the turn.
"Doctor Possible! One of those guys is back, and he bullied his way
past security because of a couple of suits that are with him!"
Anne was on her feet and moving before the nurse had quite finished,
taking long strides down the hallways in the near-run-but-still-a-walk
that all doctors developed after a time. She indeed saw several security
officers standing around outside of Shego's room, looking angry. Walking
right past them, Anne burst into the room, where the pompous man that
had talked down to Kim was looking at the restraints and discussing the
best way to securely transport "the specimen", a pair of towering,
stony-faced men in blue suits and sunglasses flanking him. Shego was
laying in bed, her skin the color of light green chalk on a sidewalk,
staring at the geneticist and shaking all over. Though it could easily
have been attributed to fear, the tightness of her muscles told Anne
that it was likely also extreme self-restraint.
Slipping past them as they were just registering her presence, Anne
placed herself squarely between the bed and the three men. "And just
what do you think you're doing?"
"This person is a highly-wanted felon, Possible," the geneticist
huffed, reaching up and straightening his glasses with a self-important
air. "Between that and the extensive modifications to her biology, it is
perfectly within GJ's right to take her in for further testing."
"She is -my- patient, and she is remaining signed into this hospital
until we see fit to transfer her, and that will -not- be to you," Anne
said, her eyes narrowing. "And I will be perfectly happy to block any
and all attempts by you or any organization you are associated with on
the grounds that you're being investigated for malpractice and possible
human rights violations."
"Preposterous!" the man blustered, going rather maroon in the cheeks.
"I'm not being-!"
"Correction. You weren't under investigation when you entered this
hospital this morning. That's changed since you left it."
The geneticist spluttered angrily, then gestured to the suited men.
"You can't do anything to stop this, Possible!"
*click*
Everyone in the room went very, very still, even Shego. Though the
geneticist seemed to have taken over her trembling for her, as he
crossed his eyes to stare at the barrel of a shining chrome Glock.
"Anything's possible for a Possible," Anne said coldly, her eyes narrowed.
"Y-... y-... you..." The geneticist swallowed heavily.
"I am holding a gun on you, yes," the redhead replied evenly. "And
before either of these fine gentlemen get any ideas, they might want to
be aware of the fact that I've done surgery on submarines that were
being depth-charged. It's in my file, boys, look it up. I have the
reflexes to shoot you before they even clear leather, and even assuming
they can draw down on me before I can turn my weapon on them, there's
the matter of the two security guards behind them."
Both GJ men turned their heads slightly, catching sight of the
brown-clad security men pointing guns at their backs.
"Need anything else from us, ma'am?"
"No thanks, Jacob, you're great where you are," Anne replied with a
thin smile, her eyes and gun never leaving the shaking scientist in
front of her. The smile disappeared like smoke, however, as she
continued. "Let me be very clear. As her doctor, and as a mother, and as
a human being, there is absolutely no way I am letting you lay so much
as a finger on this young woman. If you press the issue, the only moving
she will be doing is to a clean room as this one is scrubbed of your
brains and sterilized. Am I understood?"
"You... you've just ended your career, Possible," the man squeaked out,
his bravado not quite covering up the smell of ammonia that was starting
to filter into the room.
Anne tightened her finger a little on the trigger, and let him see her
do it. "Am. I. Understood?"
He swallowed audibly, gave a small jiggle of his head as he considered
nodding then seemed to think better of it, and finally said, "Yes.
Understood."
"Then take these two gorillas and get out of my hospital."
The geneticist turned and went with his best attempt at not breaking
into a flat-out run. The GJ men instead both raised their hands
slightly, backing away from her before turning and filing out between
the guards, who turned to follow them.
Sighing, Anne let the gun drop, her arm aching. She was glad he'd caved
when he had, much longer and her hand would have started shaking. That
wouldn't exactly have conveyed the position of strength she wanted.
"Damn, Doctor P. You're pretty badass," Shego rasped behind her,
smiling weakly.
"Well, you didn't think Kim got it from nowhere, did you?" Anne replied
with forced cheer, turning back to Shego. "We'll get someone to come in
and clean up in a moment, sorry about that. How are you feeling?"
"Hungry." Shego closed her eyes tightly, voice getting just a bit
fainter, as if she were using her strength for other things. "It... it
got worse while they were here, and it's not going away."
"Red meat, I'm guessing," Anne said quietly.
"... Yeah." Not opening her eyes, Shego gave the barest nod of her
head. "... Raw." The disgust was clear even in her quiet tone, threaded
through with desperation.
"I'll have someone bring something in immediately," Anne said briskly,
as if it were the most normal thing in the world. "And then we'll just
give you some private time."
"Alright. Thanks." Shego turned her head away, eyes gazing at the wall.
'Hurry, Kim,' Anne thought as she strode out of the room. She'd seen
that look before in patients' eyes.
It was the look of someone whose hope was fading.
"Can't you fly this thing any faster?" Ron prodded, hopping up and down
in place behind the pilot's chair.
"'Can't you fly this thing any faster?'" Mego mocked, wagging his head
side-to-side, then bending lower over the controls.
"There there, chum," Hego said in a friendly tone, patting Ron on the
shoulder. "Don't be too hard on Mego. After all, it was our sister who
was the most accomplished pilot. We'll be there soon all the same."
"Ohhh, Mister High-and-Mighty steps in with the condescension!" Mego
grumbled. "Doesn't mention that he can't fly it at all!"
"In any event," Hego continued, as if his brother hadn't spoken. "Just
have a seat and get some rest. We're going to do all we can to help our
little sister."
"Well, yeah, okay," Ron acknowledged, rubbing the back of his head and
turning around, walking back towards the passenger cabin.
He paused for a moment to gaze sympathetically at Kim, slumped against
the chest-crossing straps of the seatbelts. He was mostly glad that
she'd finally fallen asleep, he was starting to worry about how
emotionally exhausted she was seeming earlier. Ron himself was just
starting to get a sense of that, as the plain information of what was
happening around him sank in and became real knowledge, starting to set
off emotions, vague ones he wasn't even close to understanding. But
they'd seemed much stronger for Kim, to the point that she'd been acting
very much unlike herself.
In fact, now that he was starting to get a sense of what was happening,
too, he heartily wished he could be as relaxed and unworrying as Kim was
at the moment.
Kim gripped the sides of the little boat as it was tossed upon the
black waves, leaning her body forward to try and keep herself balanced
as the small craft seemed to rise up the side of an ebony wall of water,
before it tipped to slide down the other side. She couldn't even
understand how she could tell what was ocean and what wasn't, it was
just black here... black water under black sky, and then her and her
tiny boat made of white wood.
The only sound in the dark expanse was the crash of waves on water, the
thump of water against the wood of her boat. It was eerie, to be adrift
on this storming sea of intimidating black water, but without the howl
of wind, without the patter of rain. Somehow, being left with no
distraction from that dangerous-looking sea was worse than having to
endure a full storm.
And then a single other sound invaded through the smash of waves on
water and the thump of waves on wood.
"Kim!"
Kim's head shot up, green eyes seeming to know just where to go to find
that pale green speck amidst the black, the arms waving frantically, the
waves crashing over her head.
"Shego!" Kim shouted back, standing up in the boat despite her
precarious position.
"Kim!" Shego spluttered as a wave lifted her high in the air, started
to carry her further away. "Kim, HELP!"
A moment ago she had been terrified of the water, would have been
scared to even let it touch her. Now, without a second thought, Kim dove
from the safe haven of her little white boat and into the blackness,
plunging herself headlong into the roiling dark. Only as she felt its
icy substance slide along her did she realize she was naked, that the
water seemed to be trying to leech the warmth from every part of her
bare body. But she didn't care, she had only one thought on her mind.
Shego needed her help.
Shego, one of the strongest and bravest people she'd ever met, needed
her help.
Shego needed Kim Possible.
Kim fought the waves with every stroke of her arms, with every kick of
her legs. The black tide as well as the soundless storm seemed to be
trying to pull her away from Shego's struggling form, as if it were a
sentient thing trying to keep them apart. But she wouldn't let it. She
could do this.
She could do anything.
Her hand reached out, burst from the surface of the ebony waves, and
wrapped around Shego's wrist, pulling the green-skinned woman close. Kim
wrapped her arms around Shego, and the other girl did the same, both of
them clinging to each other, kicking their legs to keep afloat. Shego's
skin was so cold, as if she'd been in the water forever, as if there
were no warmth there.
But as their naked bodies pressed together, clung together against the
storm, Kim felt warmth rekindle in Shego's body, sparked by her own,
that pale green skin slowly losing some of the edge of cold, in turn
warming what Kim had lost in her swim.
"Kim," Shego sobbed, seeming too overcome to get out more than that.
"It's okay, Shego, we'll be okay," Kim enthused. Even as she tried to
sound confident, she knew what she said was true. If the two of them
were together, there was nothing that could stop them.
Then she saw a green glow slice through the water beyond.
Shego seemed to feel it more than see it, her eyes going wide, her head
whipping back and forth. "No..."
"Shego, what is it?!"
"I... I don't...!"
Then the glow was there again, but not distant... it was coming from
behind her. Kim felt scaly hands and wet-furred limbs wrap around her,
interpose themselves between herself and Shego, something huge and
inhuman trying to pull her away.
"Kim!" Shego screamed in fear, tightening her grip.
"I won't let go!" Kim shouted back, shaking her head wildly. She had no
clue why she said it, or why it was the most important thing in the
world right now, but she had to say it. "I won't let go of you, Shego!"
"Kim!" Shego's scream seemed to tear from somewhere deep inside of her.
She pulled at the redhead frantically. "No! Let her go! You can't have
her! Kim!"
"Shego!"
"Shego!"
Kim jolted against the belts as she came awake, her heart hammering in
her chest, her hands flying to the straps and pulling at them in a panic.
"Whoa, Kim, snap out of it!"
Kim turned her head towards the voice, actually staring at Ron for a
few seconds before her mind would calm down enough to recognize him.
"... Ron?" her voice sounded shaky, unsteady, even in her own ears.
"You must've had-"
"-one heck of a nightmare!"
Kim turned, looking over at the red-and-black clad twins sitting across
the compartment from her. She grinned at them wanly, trying to force
herself to relax. At any other time, being reminded so strongly of her
brothers would be annoying. Right now, anything even vaguely familiar
was welcome.
"One heck of a -weird- nightmare," she muttered, mostly to herself.
"This has you pretty rattled, huh?" Ron says quietly. "Um, since we've
told Shego's brothers about this, maybe we should just let them help? I
mean, you seem like you could use some more rest..."
"No." Kim shook her head firmly. "I have to see this through. I
just..." She narrowed her eyes determinedly. "I just need to buckle down
and figure out what's running through my head. This is such a weird
sitch, Ron... I just have to figure it out."
"I hear ya, KP." Ron gave a small nod, though the worried expression
didn't leave his face.
'I will figure this out. Until then...' Kim's eyes hardened until they
seemed to be carved of solid emerald, her fists tightening around the
straps of her seatbelt. 'I'm not letting go.'
"What the heck?!" Ron called as he spotted the activity going on
outside of Middleton General Hospital.
"Something seems amiss," Hego commented, rubbing his strong chin
thoughtfully.
"No, -really-?" Mego said with a sigh, rolling his eyes. "No -wonder-
you're the leader!"
Carefully guiding the jet into a vertical landing in an empty stretch
of the secondary parking lot, Kim, Ron, and Team Go piled out and made
their way hurriedly towards and through the crowd, drawing close to a
barricade where a news team had managed to wrangle enough free space to
broadcast.
"-where a standoff has developed between a small contingent of doctors
and security guards, who are apparently holding off armed men from an
unknown government agency..."
Kim drew in a hard gasp.
"What is it?" Hego demanded, a little too loudly. "What's happened?!"
"Quiet," Kim snapped, then tried to soften her tone as she continued in
a whisper. "Global Justice must be trying to take Shego, and my mom
won't let them."
"No-"
"-way!"
"Damn," Mego growled under his breath. "We've gotta get in there. Okay,
let's-"
"Wait," Hego interrupted, in a strangely tight voice.
Everyone turned to look at him. Even under his mask, Kim could see the
tightness around his eyes, the big man worrying his lower lip with his
teeth like an unsure child.
"Oh, man! Not this!" Mego snarled. "Listen, you big palooka-!"
"Mego, stop," Kim said quietly.
Something in her voice actually made the short-tempered, purple-hued
man stop, and he settled into an uneasy silence, frowning. Kim stepped
over in front of Hego, looking up at him. He looked down at her, silent,
unsure.
"Hego. I know how you're feeling right now. Trust me, I feel it too,
because Global Justice has usually helped and believed in me. They're
good people." The softness left her voice a little as she continued,
some of that emerald hardness coming back to her eyes. "But this time,
they're wrong. That's your sister in there. She may have done enough
wrong things that they can take her away and lock her up, but this time,
if they lock her up, they're going to cage her like an animal. They're
going to poke her and prod her and test her, and all the while they're
going to keep her caged.
"Shego was so afraid of that that she asked me to kill her rather than
let that happen, let her lose her self and her mind as well as her
freedom. I'm not going to do that, because I'm not going to let it
happen. I, and anyone who wants to come with me, are going to make a
plan. Then we're going to go in there, bust Global Justice up, and take
Shego to safety. You can come with us and help, or you can decide that
your sense of duty to the law means you can't. If that's so, I hope
you'll just stay out of our way rather than try to stop us.
"Because whatever the law says, whatever she's done, that's your sister
in there. That's your sister laying in a hospital bed, frightened and
hurting, with the only people she can see willing to fight for her some
strangers and one woman she barely knows. I'm going in there to show her
different. What are you going to do?"
Hego closed his eyes and bowed his head, his shoulders slumping. Mego
started to speak again, but Kim held up a hand, not looking away from
the blue-clad man.
The sudden clarity that had gripped her did not allow her to be angry
at him. Since he was a child, perhaps all his life, he must have felt
himself devoted to law and order, to fighting for the forces of good, to
opposing the forces of evil. And now he was being asked to turn his
powers against those forces he had vowed to fight for, not against. To
use violence against people whose job it was, normally, to defend the
defenseless and safeguard lives. To perhaps start down a path that he
could never step off of again... or at least step off of the path he had
always dreamed of walking.
It was a lot to ask, even for his own sister.
Slowly, Hego's shoulders rose again, squaring themselves. He lifted his
head, his jaw now set, his eyes opening to show that they were hard and
fierce.
"Go Team, go," he whispered.
"You truly do invite us to all the most interesting parties, Anne," Dr.
Manor said dryly from behind the cabinet they'd hauled over to provide
cover near the doorway.
"Never let your colleagues grow bored of you," Anne said brightly from
where she was crouched to one side and below the shattered observation
window, sliding a new clip into her Glock. "I try to keep things festive
for everyone around me, you know that, Tim."
"Festive's one word for it," he murmured, firing a shot into the wall
just ahead of where a GJ agent's head had been about to be, making the
man scuttle backwards.
"Doctor P, I'm not worth this," Shego murmured miserably from where she
was curled up on the bed's mattress, which had been moved to the floor
in one corner. Her voice was faint, as if it were fading away with the
sun setting outside. "I... I can't take all of this, I can feel..." She
swallowed heavily, but couldn't keep the panic or how close she was to
sobbing out of her voice. "I can feel it all pressing in on me, trying
to make me lose it again..."
"You just hold out a little longer, sweetie, it'll all be okay," the
redheaded surgeon said in a soft, soothing tone. Then she whipped
upright and fired three times, the first two digging into the wall, the
third tearing through the thigh of a GJ operative and burying itself in
the wall beside the other two, the man giving a yowl and thudding to the
floor, the other two who had been making the move with him forced to
grab him by the arms and drag him back out of sight.
"Oh dear, I do hope I didn't hit anything that might make him bleed
out," Anne murmured with sincere worry as she dropped back into her crouch.
"I'm sure these guys brought their own medics with 'em," one of the
security guards commented.
"Still, I can't help but worry, I do hope they didn't just trust to
standard medical kits, you wouldn't believe how substandard some of the
thread is in those."
Despite the throbbing, aching pain that filled her body and the sick
feeling that swam through her mind, Shego gave a short, half-hysterical
laugh. The apple really didn't fall far from the tree.
The reports suddenly flooding the GJ channels were numerous, confusing,
and nearing frantic. Squads A, B, and C were being overrun by a flood of
identical masked kids. Squad K was being harried by some skinny guy in
purple who would appear, smack one of the agents around, then apparently
disappear, only to reappear somewhere else a short distance away and
start again. And four other squads had been tossed around like paper
dolls by a big guy in blue.
Even so, the squad coordinator might have thought they'd still come a
little heavy for this amount of resistance. But once he heard that Kim
Possible and Ron Stoppable were apparently working their way through any
squad between the south entrance and the room where the target was holed
up, he couldn't get on the communicator and call for reinforcements fast
enough.
As Kim smashed the side of her hand into the juncture of one GJ agent's
shoulder and neck, sending him toppling to the ground, Kim had to admit
that Ron's Monkey Kung Fu was in fine form today. In the back of her
mind, she was keeping watch on him at the edge of her senses, as she
always did, but she was starting to think there wasn't much need. He
seemed almost as focused as she was, and that apparently benefited the
unique martial art he could channel.
Kim spun and slammed her foot into the side of a tall agent's head,
using the momentum to take her into a short spin, her body horizontal in
the air, forcing a few more agents to stagger back, putting them
off-balance as she landed and dropped into a sweep, knocking them on
their asses. She flipped forward from her dropped position, legs
swinging out in a split, and slammed her calves across their stomachs,
knocking the wind out of them.
She springboarded from the position and into the air, wrapping her legs
around a surprised agent's head, then dropping her upper body backwards,
letting her weight pull him down until her hands were braced on the
floor and she could use the strength in her legs to pull him around and
slam him to the ground. As she rolled up to her feet, she silently
apologized to Ron for giving him such a hard time about trying to get
her to play fighting games with him.
There was little elegance to the haymaker she delivered to the next
agent's face. Her fingers and knuckles stung with the impact. Hitting
someone in the face was not exactly the best way to go about things, as
likely to mess up your hand as their face. Besides, the little rational
voice in her mind that was watching her fight said, it was harsher than
necessary.
But the part of her that was driving her forward said it was. That it
was necessary to not just incapacitate the GJ agents, but to make sure
that they remembered this. Because they were trying to hurt her mother,
and they were trying to take away someone important to her. And she was
not going to let them think they could get away with either.
She ducked as a SWAT-geared GJ agent took a swing at her with the butt
of his rifle, hooking her arm between his legs and lifting, hauling one
leg out from under him and toppling him onto his back. She stomped a
foot in a certain area of his stomach, taking into account the armor as
she calculated the force to use, and even in the hard, focused place she
was in, couldn't help but wince as she heard him fill his tinted helmet
with vomit.
Ron had drawn up beside her, now, and she used the few moves of Monkey
Kung Fu she'd learned from observation to synch up with him, letting him
take the lead, following up his own strikes with hers. Neither of them
even paused at the sight of a massive GJ agent blocking the end of the
hall and towering over them both. Ron bobbed and weaved, driving his
fist into the man's side, knocking him off-balance, while Kim stepped in
and drove both of her forearms against the inside of his arm as he tried
to retaliate with a punch, knocking the blow away. Ron leapt into the
air in a tight spin, arms extending with elbows bent, hands up and
curled downward, his shin slamming against the big man's ear and sending
him hurtling aside to slam into the wall and slide down, unconscious.
Ron landed and stood, Kim straightening up as well, both of them not
moving forward, but instead staring at the last Global Justice member
standing between them and the observation room where Kim's mother was
fighting to protect Shego.
"Kimberly. Ronald."
"Doctor Director," Kim said coolly, emerald-hard eyes fixed on the
one-eyed woman's face.
Doctor Director slowly strode forward, her hands tucked behind her
back. Neither Kim or Ron moved, as if the tense situation were just an
elaborate game of "two for flinching", waiting to see who would wince.
Closer, and closer, and then Doctor Director was not standing in front
of Kim, but beside her, still facing down the hallway. Kim's scowl
deepened, but she kept her gaze resolutely forward.
"Do you realize what you are doing? What your mother is doing? And what
this means?" Doctor Director said, her voice even, as if inquiring what
the younger woman's plans were for the weekend.
Rather than snapping off an answer, Kim closed her eyes and bowed her
head. DID she know what she was doing? She went over every thought she'd
had since this all began just under twenty-four hours ago. Every bit of
her roller-coaster emotions, everything her mother had said, every word
Shego had spoken. Her thoughts and considerations since awaking on the
Go Team jet. But somehow, the thing that swam to her mind most
powerfully was the sound of her own voice in the dream she'd had, the
words that she'd said, and meant them without reservation, without
knowing why, simply knowing that they came from the deepest part of her.
She opened her eyes, and raised her head.
"Yes," she said quietly, her voice firm. "I do."
Doctor Director was quiet for long time. Finally, she answered in that
same simple, even voice. "I suppose this changes the nature of our
relationship."
"Yeah." Kim nodded slowly, still not actually looking at the woman
she'd once hoped one day to work under. "I suppose it does."
"I'm sorry to hear that, Miss Possible." Doctor Director slowly walked
on, her boots rapping softly on the tile as she somehow found the one
straight path through all the downed men. "We'll be waiting outside for
you."
Ron craned his head to watch Doctor Director turn the corner. Kim did
not. She simply strode forward, hearing the various yells that signaled
the rest of her team were drawing close.
She did not look back.
"Kim!" Kim's mother wrapped her arms around her, then drew back to
arm's length. "Young lady, it's wonderful to see you, but you should
have known better than to take such risks!"
Kim found a bit of a grin in her. She wasn't fooled. But she shook her
head, the grin disappearing as she looked over towards the corner. "Mom,
how's Shego?"
"Not very well," Dr. Possible admitted with a worried expression,
looking over as well. "She's been going in and out of consciousness.
She's holding onto her self-control with every ounce of will she has, I
think, trying to avoid another episode of whatever happened earlier."
Kim nodded, turning to walk towards Shego, while her mother attempted
to act as if the situation were entirely normal.
"Ronald, I don't think you've met my colleague? This is Dr. Tim Lee
Manor. Tim, this is Ron Stoppable."
"Hey. Uh, nice AK-47."
"Thanks! I was going moose-hunting this weekend."
Kim knelt down to the small pallet that had been made, something inside
her feeling tight and hurtful at the way Shego's body was trembling.
"Shego? It's me... I'm back." She reached a hand out towards the other
woman's shoulder.
Too much. Too many bad sounds. Too much moving around. Too many smells.
Smell of fear and blood and many other things that almost hurt to
breathe in. Too hungry.
And now something was too close. Too many smells, too upset. She didn't
want it close!
It tried to touch her, and she lashed out, striking at it with claws,
but it was fast and drew back. She hissed, angry, confused, wanting
satisfaction, wanting not to feel helpless anymore. She leapt forward,
grabbing for it, wanting to sink her fangs in.
But something grabbed her, yanked her back. Booming voice, too loud!
She hissed again, wheeled, slashed at this new threat, but it grabbed
her again, her wrist encircled, held. That sound again! Familiar, from
deep down in, but she was too upset, couldn't recognize it, couldn't
acknowledge, just wanted to strike, escape! But it had her other wrist
now, and before she could sink her fangs in, it had drawn her up,
holding her off the ground! She howled and kicked, biting but finding
nothing but air, unable to reach.
Leave her alone!
"Shego! Shego please!" Hego begged as his sister howled and thrashed in
his grasp. He was holding her by both wrists, arms extended, feet off
the ground as she kicked and bit at him, unable to connect with either.
A half-dozen Wegos tumbled into the room, and quickly collapsed down to
two, who grabbed Shego's legs, attempting to hold her still. Mego rushed
into the room at small size, before expanding back to his full height.
"What the hell's going on?!" he demanded.
"She was attacking Miss Possible!" Hego replied a little plaintively,
as if trying to avoid the blame for lifting his sister into the air.
Kim indeed looked shaken, if whole, her eyes wide as she leaned against
the bed frame. Her mother, however, was all business as she drew out a
syringe and checked the dosage.
"I was afraid of this. Kim was able to calm her down last time, but the
stress has been too much, she can't recognize friend and foe," she said
in a calm voice, hoping it would transfer to the rest of the people
around her. She yanked the needle cover off with her teeth, her further
words only faintly affected by the plastic. "I was hoping to avoid
sedating her, she had symptoms of low blood pressure. Boys, hold her as
still as you can."
Wego immediately doubled themselves, letting their legs bend, using the
additional body weight to drag down on Shego, who yowled with renewed
anger, body trembling with her struggled, teeth gnashing together as she
continued her futile attempts to sink her fangs into the dumbfounded
Hego. With uncanny aplomb, Anne pulled aside a back flap of Shego's
hospital gown and plunged the needle into a buttock, ignoring the
green-skinned girl's renewed howls of rage as she pushed the plunger in.
Shego's struggled quickly lessened, then stopped. Wego let go, and Hego
shifted Shego around to carry her more properly in his arms, his
expression stricken as he gazed down at her.
"Whoever did this ta my sister is gonna pay!" Mego snarled, slamming
his fist against his palm.
"He's already dead," Kim said, her voice flat as she stepped forward.
"Shego accidentally killed him."
That seemed to take the wind out of the purple-hued hero's sails, and
he finally gave a small sound of annoyance and turned away. Kim looked
down at the floor, then around at everyone in the room.
"Everyone... listen to me, please." She waited a moment, then
continued, her voice soft, but even. "I've done some thinking lately,
and realized that I can't give up on Shego. No way, no matter what. I
have to see her through this. ... Probably most of Global Justice is
assembling outside this building right now. When I walk out of here with
Shego, they're going to do all they can to stop me. I'm going to become
as much of a criminal to them as anyone I've ever stopped."
Kim paused, taking a deep breath and closing her eyes. Even she needed
a moment to let that sink in. But her eyes were still clear as she
opened them, her voice firm.
"Anyone that comes with me is going to be labeled the same way. You'll
be in danger of your lives. Global Justice probably isn't going to stop
on this one, so it could mean years, or the rest of your lives, on the
run. ... Normally, I'd say that I'm just going to do it on my own,
refuse to let anyone help.
"But whether I know you or I don't, everyone in this room has already
risked their lives for Shego. So it's not up to me to tell you to stop
now. It's up to you. Some of you I've known my entire life. Some of you
I only know a little. Some of you, I've just now met." She smiled a bit
wanly at the two security guards, an older black man with a mustache,
and a somewhat younger white man with a bit of a paunch, then at the
young Asian doctor holding the rifle. "... You've all risked your lives
for her. So now it's time to decide whether you call it a job well done,
or if it's something worth giving up everything for.
"I'm sorry. But you've got to choose now. There's no time for anything
else."
"You don't even need to ask." Hego's normally forceful voice was barely
a whisper now, his gaze fixed on his sister's face, dark marks on his
mask under his eyes showing where it had soaked up tears. "I will cross
Hell and then go all the way back for her."
"You shouldn't even have to ask me either, KP," Ron chimed in, rubbing
his hand across his own eyes. "I'm with you for good."
"Yeah, Kim!" Rufus chirped from Ron's pocket.
"It'll all just get screwed up without me, anyway," Mego added gruffly,
folding his arms and looking away.
"Count us-"
"-in all the way!"
"Oh, honey." Anne shook her head slowly, then nodded it once. "Of
course you can count on me."
"I'm with you in spirit!" Wade's voice chimed in, the surveillance
camera in one corner turning further towards Kim. "And... and as soon as
I can, in body, too!"
"Well, this seems more interesting than hunting moose. Can't say that
about much," Dr. Manor said with a chuckle, shouldering his rifle.
"Sure. I'm in."
"Got a daughter about her age," the black security guard mused. "So I
know how I'd feel if she was mine. I'm with you, little lady."
"Thank you, Jacob."
"Nothing to it, ma'am."
"Nothin' flowery ta say. I'll do it. Name's Williams," the other guard
said with a grunt, tucking a thumb into his belt.
"... Thank you. Everybody." Kim closed her eyes again, knowing they
weren't so clear anymore. She opened them as she turned, looking at
Shego for long moments. Then she turned and walked towards the door.
"Come on. It's time to go."
News crews and onlookers had been cleared away, replaced by a ring of
Global Justice agents that was just as thick as the crowd had previously
been. Guns were lowered to point at the exit of the hospital, actions
worked, safeties removed.
Shadows grew thicker at the doorway, resolving into shapes, which
suddenly exploded into colors and human forms as a bright spotlight
snapped on from the helicopter circling above. From that same helicopter
came the booming of an official-sounding voice through a megaphone.
"KIM POSSIBLE! YOU HAVE BEEN CLASSIFIED AS A LEVEL ONE THREAT
SUPERVILLAIN! YOU AND YOUR HENCHMEN WILL SURRENDER TO GLOBAL JUSTICE
AGENTS IMMEDIATELY! THERE WILL BE NO NEGOTIATION! WE HAVE CUT OFF ALL
AVENUES OF ESCAPE! YOU CANNOT ELUDE CAPTURE!"
Kim, her hair being whipped about by the wind from the helicopter,
slowly raised her head, gazing up into the brightness of the spotlight
with eyes as hard as emerald, and smiled.
"Nothing's impossible for a Possible."
- End Part One -
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