Waters Under Earth A Ranma 1/2 Fanfic by Alan Harnum - harnums@hotmail.com All Ranma characters are the property of Rumiko Takahashi, first published by Shogakugan in Japan and brought over to North America by Viz Communications. Chapter 7 : Revelations in Grey I am not subscribed to the FFML, so please direct any commentary to my personal e-mail address. Comments are welcomed, appreciated and very helpful to the continued betterment of this series. Homepage at: http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Bay/9758 And, after all, what is a lie? 'Tis but The truth in masquerade. -Lord Byron, "Don Juan" The oyabun tapped his fingers in a nervous rhthym on the glass table-top next to him. His fingernails clicked on the surface, seeming a very loud sound in the silence of the waiting room. He was the only one in the waiting room beyond the pretty but unremarkable secretary behind the large oak desk. The chair he sat in was covered in glossy black leather, and had a certain kind of streamlined, hideous beauty, like a dark-skinned shark. He was nervous, and he was not a man used to being nervous. For over thirty years now he'd been oyabun of Zensha-yumi, the head of a criminal organization with ties to all parts of the world, and probably the most powerful yakuza group in Japan. He'd been careful; he liked to control from behind the scenes. He didn't let his enemies know who he was. He didn't meet his subordinates at his home. He'd thought he was untouchable. Twelve years ago, everything had changed. Twelve years ago, he'd met Yoko. And now he was oyabun in name only. He took his orders from her, or occasionally other women who indicated by certain means that they represented her. It was his understanding that the same was true for the heads of yakuza criminal syndicates all over Japan. Those who hadn't been willing to take their orders from Yoko or her subordinates were all dead now. That was not entirely true, actually. Three of them were hopelessly and incurably insane. One was on life support, his hospital bills payed for by a string of half-a-dozen shell companies that the oyabun had discovered led back to the company housed in this building, Sen-Atama, a profitable but little-known software company of which Yoko was the CEO. She'd explained to him once, in one of her rare talkative periods, that they kept him alive as a reminder; he had no arms or legs or eyes or tongue. Two of them had just disappeared altogether, with no bodies ever being found. One had vanished from the back of his car while his chaffeur was driving in the front behind a smoked-glass barrier. He and the bodyguard in the front had heard nothing. The bodyguard who'd been in the back seat had been dead. An autopsy report he'd gotten through connections had indicated all the man's internal organs had been removed somehow, without a mark upon the body. Business actually proceeded much as it always had; Yoko left the running of various organizations in the yakuza power structure up to the individual oyabun and their sub-bosses. It was just when she told you to do something, you did it. You killed certain people, you watched certain others, you stole certain things and delivered them, you bought certain buildings and handed the deeds over to her shell companies. The arrangement was very simple. You did exactly as she wanted. In return, you got to live. Many of the oyabun hadn't learned the arrangement right away. They had said they were not afraid to die; many of them had been old men, concerned with their honour, unwilling to relinquish control and believing the threats to be empty. It was when their wives, children and grandchildren started to die that they'd realized what wasn't threatened was worse than what was. Nothing could be done to protect their families, it seemed. No matter how many guards, how many precautions, somehow, they got through. Whoever they truly were. One of the oyabun who'd gone insane had been found alive amidst the carnage of his house. The remains of his wife, his two daughters, their husbands and his six grandchildren had been spread all over different parts of it, along with the bodies of a half-dozen bodyguards. The handguns of all the bodyguards had been empty; bullet holes scored the walls and furniture in the hundreds. Autopsy reports from that had shown that they'd all been literally torn apart by something incredibly strong. The oyabun had been left alive, uninjured, and soaked in blood from head to toe. In the twelve years of his institutionalization, he'd only stopped screaming when he was sedated. That was most of the time. A simple arrangement. If you didn't follow it, you ended up dead. Or even worse than that, you ended up alive with all you loved dead. The oyabun glanced around the waiting room, and continued to tap his fingers on the table-top. There were more black leather chairs, a black leather sofa. Potted plants dotted the room in occasional places, green breaking the monotony of the black. On the walls hung nineteenth century ink prints from Kyoto, the suggestion of bridges and trees and cranes in the subtle brush-strokes. They were all extremely valuable. The oyabun understood business. He had not become oyabun because he was a fool, or because he was weak, or because he was soft. He'd killed men, and though he'd never enjoyed it, he'd understood the necessity of it. If he was not oyabun, then someone else was, and it was better him than some men he knew. Crime was a reality, and it was better it be run like a business than like a war. Yes, he understood business. He understood killing. That was a part of the business his family had been in for nearly three centuries now. He did not truly understand evil. And that was what Yoko was, he'd always dimly realized in the core of his being. There was something about her that was simply wrong, a feeling he got whenever he looked at her wrinkled, vein-mapped hands, or at the dark glasses she always wore, or at the smooth, young features that contrasted the withered, parchmentlike flesh of her hands. He realized he'd never seen her eyes. He didn't think he wanted to. They were the windows to the soul, and he had no desire to gaze upon Yoko's soul. "She will see you now," the secretary said from where she stood at his left side. He hadn't even heard her approach. "Thank you," the oyabun said, standing up. He'd turned sixty last winter, but he was still fit, still handsome after all the years. He smiled at the pretty secretary; she did not smile back, but walked ahead of him to the large oaken doors that led into the hallway to Yoko's office. She turned one gold-plated handle and swung the door wide without even a creak. The oyabun stepped by her and took the familiar walk down the hallway, his Italian leather shoes making a soft whisper across the fine fibres of a blue carpet. He'd always hated the hallway. The ceiling seemed too high, the spaces between the walls too narrow. Everything seemed to loom, and he always had the impression unseen eyes were watching him. It made the twenty feet seem like twenty miles. There would not be anyone in the office besides Yoko. There never was. She was one of the few people he'd ever met who had an utter confidence in their own ability to protect themselves. Ten years ago, at a meeting between her and a dozen of the highest-ranking oyabun in the country, there'd been an attempt on her life. Two men had leapt up from concealment as the meeting had started and opened up on her with automatic pistols at a distance of less than ten feet. They'd missed. Both of them. The consensus afterwards had been that Yoko had been carrying some kind of small but very powerful gun. But he'd been close, and he'd seen she had nothing in her hand when she raised it and pointed it at the men. He'd been close, and he'd seen how there was no way the men could have missed. Looking around the conference room later, he'd seen that there were bullet holes in the floor and ceiling below and above where Yoko had been sitting, but none in the wall behind her. She'd pointed her hand and two men had died, blood exploding from their mouths, their bodies smashed back against the walls hard enough to leave an impression in the wood by some impact that everyone else had always assumed to be a gunshot. Then she'd turned in her chair to the pale-faced oyabun three chairs down, and even with the glasses on all at the table knew she was looking at him. "Hidekazu," she'd said in a disappointed voice, steepling long, aged fingers under her chin and resting her elbows on the table. "That was a very stupid thing you did. Don't you remember what happened to your son and his family?" "That was to be for my son and his family," Hidekazu had said, no tremble in his voice though fear was written all over him. "Now I must do it myself." He'd been very fast. Yoko had been faster. The gun had clattered to the table, and the handle of a slender throwing knife had somehow just seemed to emerge from the centre of Hidekazu's forehead, with the tip of the blade protuding slightly out of the back of his skull. She hadn't even stopped the meeting to drag the bodies out. And now the oyabun put his hand on the doorknob and swung open the door to Yoko's office, taking in the familiar sights. The tall bookshelves, leather-bound volumes neatly organized, the large window covered with Venetian blinds that to his memory he'd never seen not covered, the dim light from the overhead bulb, muted and filtered and leaving the corners of the room in shadow. Yoko sat behind a monolithic desk of grey marble that must have weighed at least a ton. Papers were neatly stacked on either side; there was a phone in the middle, and next to it a compact and extremely expensive computer. She was typing as he came in, long fingers clacking softly on the keyboard. As always, her dark hair was held back into a bun by a long silver pin, the point glimmering sharply. A slow smile lit her young face as she looked up, eyes hidden behind black-lensed, round-framed glasses. "Ah. Welcome." "Hello, Yoko," he said, bowing. He'd referred to her by her last name once, and been told never to do it again. She still referred to him by his last name, though, when she acknowledged he had a name at all. "Don't sit down yet," Yoko said. "There's someone you need to meet. An associate of mine." And suddenly there was an impression of a looming presence on his left side. He turned, a little too quickly, and looked into the coldest eyes he'd ever seen. They were sky-blue, and as chill as arctic ice. There was no emotion in them, or in the man's face. He was a westerner, with short-cut blond hair and a face that looked as if it had been carved entirely out of sharp angles and flat, hard plains. He was taller than the oyabun by several inches, and the oyabun was not a short man. A well-cut charcoal-grey suit draped snugly around broad shoulders and powerful arms. There was a feel to certain people the oyabun had met, an aura of violence barely held in check. The man radiated that sense of violence like a cologne. He was a tightly coiled spring, moments away from release. "I am called Ritter," he said. His Japanese had a mild, unplacable accent that sounded vaguely European. His voice was as flat as his eyes. With all other people like that, they'd had tempers to match. And yet the oyabun got the impression that Ritter had absolute and rigid control over himself, and that exterior of ice covered only more ice. That store of violence would come out exactly when he wanted it to, and at no other time. He extended a hand, and the oyabun took it. His grip was firm, and his fingers were slender and powerful, very long and fine like a musician's, but with a wiry strength in them. "I am a business associate of Yoko's." "A pleasure, Mr. Ritter," the oyabun said. "Ritter is very interested in hearing what you have to tell me," Yoko said from behind her desk, a slight edge to her voice. The oyabun was very good at reading people. Never before had he been able to read Yoko. He could now. She was frightened, and there was nothing unfamiliar here except Ritter. "The boy is gone," the oyabun said, turning to look at Yoko, because even her black-glass gaze was better than Ritter's eyes. "More detail, please," Yoko said wearily. "We have two observers," the oyabun said carefully. "One of them lives in the household where he was staying, and was indebted to us for certain services. The other is a man who occasionally does freelance work for us. Both report that the boy disappeared from a group of his friends yesterday and has not been seen since. I would have to have my go-betweens ask them for further details, but that is what they report." "Are they reliable?" Yoko asked. The oyabun nodded. "Both of them." "Ask for more details," Yoko said. "I will contact you soon. You may go now." Trying to keep relief from his face, the oyabun bowed to Yoko, and then to the silent, towering form of Ritter. "Thank you." As he turned to leave, Ritter reached out and caught him by the shoulder in a grip that felt like some kind of industrial press. "Perhaps I will contact you as well. I am sure we will become as close and friendly as you and Yoko." The oyabun nodded slowly and didn't realize he'd been holding his breath until Ritter released his shoulder and he let it out. "As you wish, Mr. Ritter." The big man nodded silently, and the oyabun stepped quickly out the door, closing it behind him, and resisted the urge to run all the way out of the building. What kind of person was Ritter, the oyabun wondered, if he could frighten a woman who had most of the entirety of Japan's underworld under her thumb? He decided that he really did not want to find out. ********** The man called Ritter watched the door close behind the oyabun, and then turned to look at Yoko where she sat behind the black marble desk. His face slowly went from carefully controlled neutrality to cold rage. "Explain this to me again," he said. "What happened?" "Denkoko and Yamiko..." "I know. I want to know why. They understood the orders, did they not?" "I thought they did." A slow sneer blossomed on Ritter's face like a chasm opening in the earth. "You need to keep tighter leashes on your dogs, Yoko." "They are my sisters," Yoko said in a controlled voice, looking at him from behind black lenses. "Not my dogs. I am most senior, and thus I hold a position of honour among us. No more than that, Ritter." "You lead them in all but name," Ritter said. "And I hold you responsible for their actions. I want to know why you can no longer sense him." "They're broken," Yoko said. "All the threads I tied to him were weakened and then broken. I don't know how. Even when he went to China I was able to sense he was alive, at least. But now..." "And Denkoko and Yamiko, where are they?" "Denkoko is gone," Yoko said, licking her lips slightly and glancing at the desktop. "Yamiko returned with her body. We will consign Denkoko to the dead in the next few days." "Yamiko was ever Denkoko's lapdog," Ritter said. "And Denkoko was always too impulsive, too quick to disobey. You should have killed her years ago." "We do not kill among ourselves," Yoko said. "We are an unbroken circle, and we do not kill among ourselves." Ritter threw back his head and laughed. "Never say that there is anything you will not kill, Yoko. If a hound does not do as you wish, you beat it. If it continues to disobey, you drown it." "I am not you, Ritter," Yoko said. "And my sisters are not hounds. Take care how you speak to me. You are only one man." Ritter stepped forward and brought his closed fist down on the marble desktop, very gently. There was a cracking sound, and a spiderweb of dark veins laced the area he'd hit. "I can kill you, Yoko," he snarled. "More easily than I lift my smallest finger. I can kill any one of you, and it would be like stepping on bugs." Yoko nodded. "I know, Ritter. But another will take my place. The circle is eternal. We are a serpent with a thousand heads." She leaned slightly forward, looking at him across the desk, and took off her dark glasses, gazing at him for a moment with an intensity only she was capable of. When he did not even flinch, she put them back on. "I know what it is you desire, Ritter. I know it is denied to you. We should not fight among ourselves, Ritter. You are our master's most beloved child, and our brother. Siblings should not fight." She put the glasses back on. "Jusenkyou will be ours, old friend. Fear not." Ritter slowly smiled, very coldly. "Jusenkyou will be the master's, and no one else's. Take care you remember that. We are his hands and nothing more." "Of course," Yoko said amiably, in an off-hand tone, waving one hand dismissively at Ritter and turning her eyes back to her computer screen. Ritter never even seemed to move. There was no interval between the time he was standing across the desk from her, fist still resting in the centre of the spread of cracks on the top of the desk, and the time he had stretched out and grabbed her by the throat. Yoko let out a long, surprised squawk and brought up her hands to grab his wrist. He hefted her effortlessly out of the chair, legs kicking and knocking the carved wooden seat over with a clatter. He hauled her over the desk, whirled, and slammed her back against the thick wooden door of the office so hard it rattled in the frame, holding her up to gaze directly into her eyes, his hand a vice on her throat. "Now you listen and mark my words, old friend," he said very quietly, the last word filled with mocking sarcasm. "It has been too many years since you dealt with me, Yoko. You forget what you are compared to what I am. All you and your sisters together cannot hope to challenge me. I go deeper than you all can ever hope to go." He loosened his one-handed grip enough to let her take a gasping breath, then tightened it again. Holding her up to his eye level put her close to a foot off the ground, her feet trying for purchase where there was none. "If you ever speak to me in such a disrespectful manner again, I'll cut out your entrails and read the future in them across your desk," Ritter said as if they were discussing the weather. There was a terrible, absolute conviction to his words. "Maybe one of your sisters will take your place, but you will be dead. You do not want that, Yoko. I do not want it either; you are a smart woman, and useful to our lord. Part of being smart is knowing your place. I know mine; you would do well to learn yours before it costs you your life." "Ritter, please," Yoko said weakly. "I can't breathe..." "Do not ever make the mistake of thinking that I need you," Ritter said. "I walked alone before your birth was a sparkle in your mother's eye. I walked alone before your sisterhood was a dream in the minds of those who came before you. If I must, I shall walk alone after you are all come to dust. I need no one." He turned again and threw her into a heap on the floor in front of her desk, quite gently for all his strength. She groaned and tried to stand, but was unable to. Ritter made no sound as he crossed the floor of the office towards her; all she could see of him were his black boots and the hem of the pants of his expensive charcoal suit. "Watch them, Yoko, but do not touch them yet. If the boy is truly gone, it is him we must concern ourselves with. Keep a close eye in particular on his mother; if there is anyone he would go to, it would be most likely her. There is a strange desire in many men for the womb even after they are torn from it." "Yes, Ritter," Yoko said, casting her eyes to the floor, because even with the glasses on Ritter would have been able to read the intermingled hatred and fear on her face. "If there is anything else I can do, anything that the Circle can..." "I will tell you when there are things you can do for me," Ritter said coldly. "I want all the information you have on the three from China, particularly the younger girl." "If I may ask why?" Yoko risked. Ritter's voice had a smile in it when he next spoke. "I think I will be taking a trip there in the near future." She slowly nodded, still not standing. Ritter's feet and legs moved silently out of her sight, walking past her to stand near her desk. "The files on your computer, they are backed up, are they not?" he inquired in a conscientous voice. "Of course. That's the first law of..." "There is no such thing as law." There was a few seconds silence, and then an enormous crash that shook the floor and made her ears ring. There was the sound of stone breaking and glass shattering. "A reminder, Yoko." A momentary flicker of black boots and charcoal suit slid past her vision. The door opened, then closed, and Ritter was gone. Yoko stood slowly up, face twisting with hatred, long, elderly fingers shaking, looking out of place amidst the rest of her youth. She glanced back at the overturned, shattered remnants of the marble desk, and remembered vaguely it had taken eight men, struggling, to bring it in here. The door swung open. "Honoured mother of the night, are you alright? I heard a crash... what in the name of-" Yoko slapped the younger woman hard, snapping her head back and turning her eyes away from staring at the destruction of the room. "You are never to refer to me by that title here, Miyoko. Never. Here I am Yoko Kontongara." "Yes, Miss Kontongara," her secretary said, paying no attention to the red mark on her face. "Forgive me. What happened?" "Did you see anyone go past your desk recently?" "A few minutes ago, Mr..." Yoko nodded, cutting the woman off with a wave of her hand. "Get someone in to clean this up. I have business to attend to." She swept by Miyoko, leaving the other woman to deal with the ruin of her office. She had more important things to do. Much more important things. ********** "There now, father. It's alright." Soun looked up at Kasumi from where he lay on his futon, the blanket pulled up to his chin and a damp cloth on his forehead. "It's not alright." "Well, it will be," Kasumi said soothingly, minutely adjusting the positioning of her father's blankets. "You just rest, father. You get yourself into such a state over these things." "My future son-in-law vanished?" Soun said. "You think that... that's not something to..." "You have to be calm about these things, father. It won't do anyone any good to panic. Now I want you to stay in bed and relax. It's not good for your blood pressure to get so upset." Soun turned his head slightly and gazed at the shut and covered window. The cloth slipped slightly down his forehead; Kasumi clucked like a mother hen and repositioned it. "It was all going so well," he said after a moment. "Damn that old woman." He winced as Kasumi's adjustment of the cloth made her press it against the swelling, lumpy bruise on his forehead; it looked as if it wouldn't go down complete for a week. He'd received it after Cologne had hurled him into a wall a day and a half ago. "I'm sure things will be alright," Kasumi said, finally finding a spot for the cloth that seemed to suit whatever qualities she wanted. "It's not like he hasn't been gone before. Remember when he went with Ryoga and Mousse after those three strange men from China? A whole mountain came down, and they all came back okay. Ranma's very resourceful, father. You know that." "But I can't help but worry," Soun said. "Is it day or night? I do not know, so sick am I with grief..." "It's day, father," Kasumi said gently, tucking the blankets up around him a little tighter. "But it's very early. I want you to stay in bed, because I have to go shopping and I don't want to worry about you. If you need anything, call Nabiki, alright?" Soun opened his mouth as if to protest, then slowly nodded. His eldest daughter smiled and leaned down to kiss him on the cheek lightly, then stood up and smoothed out her dress. "Now I'll be back soon. You just rest." She stepped out the door, flicking out the light as she went. Gently, she eased it closed and headed down the hallway to knock on the door of Nabiki's room. "Just a minute," Nabiki's voice said from behind the door after a moment. There was the sound of a drawer opening, the shuffle of papers, and then the drawer sliding closed. "Come in." Kasumi opened the door and stepped inside. Nabiki was sitting at her chair, swivelled away from her desk to face the door. She had a pen in one hand, and was lightly chewing one end of it. The desk was a pile of open folders, envelopes and papers. "Yeah?" "I'm going out," Kasumi said. "Father's lying in bed. He's ever so upset about everything that's happening. While I'm shopping, I need you to listen for him if he needs anything." Nabiki softly snorted. "I'd forgotten he was still a toddler." "Nabiki!" Kasumi said sharply. "Father gets very emotional. You need to..." Nabiki nodded curtly. "Yeah, whatever sis. I'll listen for the old man. You just go get your groceries. I've got lots of work to do." Kasumi took a step further in. "School work? What is all that?" Nabiki moved in the chair slightly to block more of the desk. "Hey sis, your nose doesn't belong in here, okay? Private stuff." Kasumi frowned slightly and stepped out without saying a word, closing the door behind her so that it shut with a sharp click. It was her equivalent of slamming it closed. "How rude," she said, flipping her ponytail over her shoulder and behind her back. "I guess she must be upset over what's happened to Ranma." Humming softly, she glanced at Nabiki's closed door one last time and walked down the stairs. She went into the kitchen first and pulled off the apron she always wore around the house; it served as general guard to food, dust and anything else that might stain her clothing during the day. That done, she grabbed her purse from where it rested on the kitchen table and headed to the front door. She pushed off her slippers at the door and got into her shoes, flat-soled, dark brown and sensible. She paused for a moment and checked her reflection in her compact. Snapping it closed, she tucked it back into the purse and stepped outside. Passing by the lines of shrubbery along the walkway, she frowned slightly. She'd never got around to finishing the maintenance of them, because of what Cologne had done. That had annoyed her quite a lot. And Ranma's mother being kidnapped. That wasn't very good either, she realized. And now that he'd vanished, that was even worse. But the shrubs still really irked her. Passing through the shadow of the peak-roofed gate, she frowned slightly. She'd have to be sure to work on the shrubs when she got back from shopping. The sky was a cerulean blue overhead, with only a few strands of white clouds intruding like fingers. Kasumi walked down the streets, smiling at everyone she passed, whether it was people walking the other way or standing outside their houses in conversation with their neighbours. They all smiled back; most of them knew her, and those who didn't could help smiling back at such a pretty smile as Kasumi's. It wasn't far to the market. She liked to do her shopping early and avoid the rush, although stopping to chat with people was always a pleasure. She pushed through the blue curtain that Mr. Nishinaka always hung across the door of shop and stepped inside, inhaling the smells of herbs, spices and vegetables that permeated the crowded, homey market. "Hello, Kasumi," Mr. Nishinaka said from behind the counter, looking at her over the top of his newspaper. "Hello, Mr. Nishinaka," Kasumi said with a smile. "It's nice to see you again." "We've got some fresh pineapples in, just this morning," the grocer said. "And some of that herb tea you like too." "How nice," Kasumi said, grabbing a basket from the pile near the door and making her way into the mazelike collection of tall, crowded wooden shelves. She extracted her list from her purse and looked it over, grabbing what she needed from the shelves she passed. Some shredded ginger, a few packets of those instant noodles Nabiki liked, a few onions... Mr. Nishinaka's voice rose through the shelves. "Hello. How n... nice to see you... I..." "Hello, Mr. Nishinaka," another voice said. "Why are you so nervous? Are you sick?" Kasumi paled. The glass bottle of saffron she'd been holding fell to the floor and shattered. "No reason, no reason... I'll be in the storeroom if you need anything, please feel free to call me..." His voice faded away. A door banged closed. Soft, slow footsteps sounded on the floor of the market. Kasumi closed her eyes and stood rigid, her body tensed, the basket gripped in one hand, her purse in the other. A strong, slender hand fell upon her shoulder. "Hello, K...Kasumi. What a strange coincidence to meet you here..." It was in the voice, the subtle hint of mockery that no one else ever seemed to hear. She made a soft, whimpering sound in her throat. "You stopped visiting, Kasumi. What happened? I haven't seen you in a long, long time. But Akane and Ranma knew who to call when you got hurt, didn't they? You got hurt, didn't you, Kasumi?" "Not really," Kasumi whispered quietly. "She just knocked me out with a pressure point. Nothing more." "But you could have been hurt." The hand moved slightly on her shoulder, warm against her neck. "You don't like being hurt, do you Kasumi?" She shook her head silently, and wished she could stop trembling. "Why did you stop visiting? That made me feel very bad, Kasumi." "I'm sorry." "I hear Ranma's vanished. Quite sad." She couldn't stop herself. "How-" "You know how people talk." The hand moved again, fingers tracing lightly along her collarbone through the yellow fabric of her dress. There was such an impression of strength in them, and she knew now that they could hurt as well as heal. "You know I'm always here, Kasumi." "Thank you." "Hmm?" The hand slid down to brush, just for a moment, against the upper swell of her breasts. "Thank you, I said." "Yes, yes, you're welcome." The hand withdrew, and the next words were whispered softly, and his head was so close she could feel the heat of his breath upon her neck. "Don't ever forget you're mine, Kasumi." And then he was gone, footsteps retreating down the corridors of shelves. Kasumi stood there for a long minute, taking deep breath after deep breath. A hand fell upon her shoulder again, and she shrieked. "Relax, Kasumi," Mr. Nishinaka said in a surprised voice. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." She glanced back at the elderly grocer. His eyes were on the shattered bottle on the floor. "I'm sorry," Kasumi said. "That was my fault. I'll pay for it, I'll clean it up..." "No, no," the grocer said with a resigned shake of his head. "It's not your fault he acts that way around you. Don't worry. Get on with your shopping; I'll find a dustpan." He walked off, muttering under his breath. "...one bottle is pretty good considering..." Kasumi took another deep breath, and finished her shopping. She followed her list rigidly, paid for the items with exact change, and walked out of the store onto the streets. Slowly, her smile came back as she walked. Other people smiled back at her; it was a nice thing to see a pretty, smiling girl who looked as if she had no troubles in the world at all. ********** Sweat bathed Tatewaki Kuno's chest in a thin sheen as he moved. He was stripped to the waist, wearing only a tightly belted, dark blue hakima. The pleated trousers swirled about his legs as he moved in his bare feet across the wooden boards of the vast underground training hall of the Kuno family. There were no windows here, no skylights. Nothing to let in the light of sun or moon or stars. Illumination was provided by bank after bank of fluorescent lighting tubes in the ceiling. A bright light, that left no part of the place in darkness. It was impossible to hide from the light down here. It was everywhere, glaring like eyes, caressing roughly upon your skin. He had a sword in each hand, both almost a mirror image of the other. The blades were the same, silver-bright and polished till they shone, honed edges catching and splitting the light as they moved. The handle of the one in his left hand was wrapped in red leather, the one in his right in black. The small, round handguard of the left-hand sword was black edged in silver; the right-hand was red edged in gold. The swords spun in complex patterns, matched figure-eights, parallel and vertical slashes. They were actually only a combination of dozens of very simple movements. He'd found most things in the world were; all complexities were only many, many simplicities at their fundamental level. His thoughts turned away for a moment entirely from the swords, but instinct and training took over and they still spun as fast as lightning in front of him, blurred circles of steel. "All things are simple at heart," he said softly. "It is in the minds of mortals that they are made indecipherable." He liked the sound of it. He'd have to write it down later. Pivoting slightly to the left, he launched a combination of two head-height slashes, one after the other, following up with a thrust at the midsection and a downward cut at shoulder level. He had things to do today. Not that he ever didn't. Mentally, he ran over his schedule. He had a lunch meeting with some businessmen. They would tell him things, and he would respond in a way that would make him look like an utter buffoon. Then they would go off and make the Kuno family more money. He'd found it was best to leave well enough alone; the people who worked for his family's myriad companies did their work well. He ensured that, at least. Any who skimmed from the top, who were incompetent, or who tried to cheat him got fired. Not that it ever looked like he actually did it, of course. He smiled. After all, he was only the foolish son of a man who'd always been a little unstable, and who had finally gone insane three years ago. "Many masks we wear," he said. "A different one to all we know and one even to ourselves." He liked that one too. A soft beep echoed in the emptiness of the dojo. He glanced to his watch, where it lay atop his discarded shirt in one corner of the training hall, a bokken leaning against the wall next to it. "Three hours," he said, snapping the swords without flourish back into their scabbards, hard carved wood covered in leather matching in colour to the handle of each, tooled with gold on red and silver on black. The scabbards brushing against his legs, he walked to where he'd left his shirt and pulled it on, carefully tucking it into the waistband of his hakima. That done, he made his way to the north end of the hall and knelt down near the plain sink. He ran the water, a steady stream splashing down into the basin. He rinsed his hands first, carefully scrubbing them against each other under the cool, clear stream. When he'd removed the sweat and grime of his exercise from them, he cupped them underneath the faucet and lifted them to his mouth, as if to drink deeply. He did not drink, but rinsed his mouth and spat into the basin of the sink. Finished with the ritual cleansing, he splashed a little water over his face to cool himself, and slowly stood up. The underground training hall was not a secret. There was an concealed entrance from the grounds above, but also a door inside the house that led down into the training hall, unhidden, and with a sign indicating where it led. But all things hold secrets. He stepped up to the plain, northernmost wall and carefully sought the switch concealed there. It looked like nothing more than knot in the wood, and depressed barely beneath his fingertips. Three more switches he touched, each as unnoticeable as the first. He waited, counting slowly to sixty in his head, and then hit the switches in reverse order. Softly, slowly, with only a whisper of sound like leaves scattering across ground, a small portion of the northern wall slid back, wide enough to admit a single person. He stepped through, and the wall slowly slid closed behind him. It was dark in here, without natural or artificial light. His hands found the small niche in the wall and retrieved a candle and a book of matches. He struck the match, let it flare briefly in the darkness, and touched it to the candle. It caught and began to burn with a soft light. He blew on the match, and left it sending a small smoky trail into the air for a moment before he carefully snapped it between his thumb and forefinger and placed the remnants back in the niche. Holding the candle in one hand, he made his way down the narrow, wood-panelled hallway. It was only ten or so feet to where he needed to go, but he always walked them slowly, preparing himself. He'd built the passageway and the room beyond three years ago, working by himself, in the times he knew his sister would be absent from the house. He didn't know what might have happened to him if he hadn't built it. He'd needed this place; he suspected everyone needed a secret place, in their home or in their soul. Someplace they could go and be alone by themselves. Someplace where you didn't need to wear any mask at all, even to yourself. He always felt a peaceful emptiness in here, in the long walk down the short hallway. As if he was no one, a man without name. Not Upperclassman Kuno, or Kuno-baby, or Tatewaki Kuno, or Blue Thunder, or Tatchi, or anyone at all. Just himself. No masks. The flame of the candle cast shadows on the walls, waving silhouettes of himself and the candle, magnified or shrunken by the second. Up ahead, the last door appeared. Simple and plain, a sliding wooden screen really. No locks upon it, because he was past the threshhold now, past the concealment. No need to hide anymore. No masks. He slid the door open and stepped inside. The room was very small, square, each wall a little over six feet long. One held the door, the southern one, and he slid the door closed behind him. The north was entirely occupied by a long shelf. In the centre was the elaborate wooden shrine that made up the centrepiece of the kamidana. The spirit shelf held more than that, though. Small plants to either side of the shrine, fresh and green. Three containers on the right, in front of one of the potted plants; salt, rice and water, representative of the elements that sustained life. At the front were five candles. He lit them, one by one, with the candle he held. Slowly, slowly, like a mist, the soft light filled the room, filtering around it gently, pushing back the darkness. He blew out the original candle and put it down on the floor. Above and behind the kamidana were rice-fibre ropes, and rice-paper streamers, soft white, crinkled into shapes like lightning, hanging from them. And on the wall above it hung his mother's picture. He always looked to that last, because it was always when he looked to it that he started to weep. He fell to his knees, bowed his head, tears streaming down his face. "Forgive me, spirits. Forgive me, ancestors. Forgive me, mother. Another day goes by without vengeance." He wept for a long time, tears falling like rain upon the wooden floor, sparkling in the light of the candles. No masks. When he was done, he looked up at his mother's picture again, and did not feel he had any more tears to shed today. He stood, turned to the western wall, and seated himself before the statue of the Buddha, legs crossed, the swords both carefully held in his lap. The statue was small and made of dark grey stone, and on the chubby face was carved an expression of utmost beneficience and wisdom. Serenity and calm acceptance of fate seemed bound up into the very being of it, as the image of the Enlightened One smiled softly at him. "Forgive me, Lord Buddha. Give me the wisdom to find what I seek. Give me the wisdom I need so that I may someday reach enlightenment, so that when my mortal form passes I need not again live the cycle of suffering that all life endures." He sat for a long time, meditating before the statue, striving and mulling a hundred different thoughts over and over, looking for answers. No masks. Finally, he stood and turned to the western wall. The crucifix hung there, with Christ upon it, arms outstretched to his sides, affixed to the crude cross by nails through the wrists. It was simple and wooden, but exquisitely detailed. The agony on the hanging man's face beneath the crown of thorns upon his head seemed to tear at the soul, an agony deeper than that of crown or of the wound of the spear upon his side or of the nails that held him there. "Forgive me, Lord Christ. Many are my sins. I pray for your forgiveness. I pray for your light to guide my way." He prayed for a long time, silently, listing his sins and asking that they be forgiven. He understood this part the least, but he had always done it all the same. He needed all the comfort that could be given, wherever it was it originated from. No masks. And finally, it was done. He felt light, and cleansed, and empty of all things that hurt. He picked up the candle from the floor, lit it with one of the five upon on the altar, and one by one, blew those five out. He slid open the door and stepped out of his sanctuary. He slowly walked down the hallway, savouring the feeling, ingraining it within his memory, letting it filter down throughout his being. Sword scabbards brushed against his hips, and a small smile touched his face, still streaked with the tracks of his tears. At the end of the hallway, he carefully looked out through a concealed peephole. His sister often used the training hall as well, but they had an arrangement. He had it in the mornings, she in the afternoons. But you could never be too careful. The training hall was empty. He blew out the candle, and placed it back inside the niche. His finger found the switch, and the door slid softly open. He stepped out, into the glare of the overhead lights, into the vast empty space of the training hall. Slowly, relaxation slipped from him. Slowly, he began to fill, simplicity upon simplicity piling up into the complexity that was Tatewaki Kuno, that was Upperclassman Kuno and Kuno-baby and Tatchi and Blue Thunder, that was blustering arrogance and arrogant blustering, blind stupidity and stupid blindness. He went to the sink. He washed the signs of weeping from his face, and with that action washed away the last of his peace. ********** "We've got over two hundred volunteers combing the mountain, ma'am," the young policeman said as he poured tea into a cracked ceramic cup on his crowded desk and passed it across to Nodoka. "They'll find him, if he's there." "Thank you," Nodoka said softly, taking the cup and sipping slowly from it. "You've been very kind." "It's my job," the policeman said with a shrug. He was a skinny, plain-faced man with big hands. He looked at Nodoka for a moment, an uncomfortable expression on his face, and then spoke again. "Uh... about your husband, now..." Nodoka sighed and closed her eyes. "Yes?" "The store owner doesn't want to press any charges. He just wants the money he's owed." Nodoka shook her head. "I don't have it." The policeman frowned. "Does your husband make a habit of skipping out on his bills?" "I'm starting to think so," Nodoka said. "A money transfer shouldn't be hard," the policeman said. "I can help you arrange it with the bank, if you like." "That would be best, I suppose," Nodoka said, finishing the last of the tea and rising up out the chair with an almost inaudible sigh. The policeman nodded and opened the door of his office for her, following her out after she passed by him and shutting it with a soft click. "It's not far. Nothing in this town is that far from anything else." They made their way out of the small police station and onto the streets of the town. A few streets criss-crossed each other, intermingled with houses and stores. Off in the distance, a small dirt road led off towards the village at the base of the mountain, and finally, rising in the north, was the mountain itself. It was small, as mountains went, which meant it was quite large as anything else went. Straining her eyes, she tried to pick out any shapes that might be indicative of the searchers, but there were none to find. She closed her eyes and bowed her head. "Oh my son..." The policeman looked away nervously and scratched his arm. "Bank's this way, ma'am." Nodoka looked up and smiled sadly. "I'm sorry. I just realized I don't know your name." "Shinzo, ma'am," the policeman said with a nervous grin. "Let's go to the bank, Shinzo." "Will do." As he'd said, it wasn't far to the bank. They were very helpful there. Everyone had been; news spread quickly in small towns, and the outright sympathy everyone had been expressing was almost becoming embarassing. There was no lack of money in her accounts, not anymore. After the insurance settlement from the house being damaged, there wasn't much more need for frugality. Genma had no idea of, course. This little incident was just one of the reasons, in her opinion, that the wife always handled the finances. He had no idea about the other surprise as well, and the way things were going she wasn't sure she was going to tell him. The teller clicked a few more commands into her computer, nodded and smiled, then passed Nodoka an envelope full of cash. She left the bank with Shinzo and stood out in the centre of the street again, gazing off at the mountain, dotted with a checkerboard of forests and patches of bare rock. "I'll get my car," Shinzo said, putting one of his broad hands on her elbow. "That'll get us to the town quick. I'm sure you're anxious to see your husband." After a moment, Nodoka realized she should nod. She did so, then followed the policeman to his car, unable to shake the foreboding feeling that hung over her. It almost felt as if she were being watched. ********** Ranma watched his mother get into the car, pain tearing at him inside. It drove past a little over ten feet from where he stood with Cologne in the alleyway between two buildings. Coming down the mountain had been easy; two martial artists as experienced as he and Cologne had no difficulty avoiding the searchers. He was just glad he hadn't seen any of his friends on the way down the mountain. That would have made it even harder. As if anything could be harder than this. He watched the car turn onto the road leading down to the village, carrying his mother away, and his heart felt a heavy thing like a lump of lead within his chest. "Mother..." he whispered softly, leaning against the wall of the alleyway and sighing. He blinked his eyes, forced the tears back down. "Let's go, boy," Cologne said gently from behind him, the tone at least still sounding like it always had. Commanding, imperious, and unused to being disobeyed. "Just another minute," Ranma said. "I'm sorry, I..." "I know," Cologne said. "It's hard." Ranma chuckled. It was not a pleasant sound. "How could you know?" "I know more than you could ever imagine," Cologne said. He turned his head, his joints still aching from all the injuries he'd taken yesterday, the pain still not entirely gone even after hours of sleep. "Hmm?" Cologne's old, dark eyes peered out at him from her young face. "What do you think I do now, Ranma? You think I can go back to the village as soon as I'm done with you?" She reached up a slim hand and tucked a few stray bangs beneath her hairband. "There are those there who are the allies of the two we fought yesterday. I must vanish as surely as you must." Ranma slowly nodded. "I still don't think it's the same." He pushed off from the wall, going from leaning to standing, and looked at his right hand, slowly closing it into a fist and standing there for a moment, eyes closed, a slight tremor running through his body. The sound of a woman's neck breaking. "Let's go," he said. "Let's just get the hell out of here." So they went. ********** "Don't think I don't know what you're up to." Shampoo slowly opened her eyes and looked at Ukyou. "Where you come from?" Ukyou folded her arms over her chest and leaned back against a tree, mirroring the position of the other girl. "Where I come from? Hmm? Spatula girl just want talk to you alone." Shampoo gritted her teeth. "No start this again, Ukyou. I not in mood for it. I beat you last time, I beat you again." Ukyou raised one hand and touched her fingers lightly to the haft of her big spatula where it was strapped across her back. "Well, I've got this now. That puts us on about equal footing, wouldn't you say?" Shampoo snorted softly. "Why you trying to start fight, Ukyou?" "I didn't start anything," Ukyou said. "You started this whole thing when your hag of a great-grandmother hatched this plot to get Ranchan. I didn't even think you'd sink as low as to use his mother like that, but..." Shampoo turned and started to walk away, beginning to realize the reason for all the glares Ukyou had been shooting her since they'd come down the mountain yesterday. Without Ranma or her great-grandmother. Any other time, she would have risen to the challenge. Not now, though. Now she felt like nothing inside. Everything that had happened in the last two days seemed like a dream; a very bad dream, but a dream all the same. There was a certain detachment from the events for her; it didn't seem to have been her hands holding a knife to her own heart, or her voice saying words she'd never expected to say. She took two steps, and then Ukyou's hand fell on her shoulder, the one that had been torn open in the fight yesterday. Ukyou knew that she'd injured it, there was no doubt in her mind about that. She winced and bit back a sound of pain. "What?" "You look at me when I'm talking to you," Ukyou said. "I know this is all because of your stupid Amazon laws, Shampoo. You put everyone in danger because you're so obsessed with having Ranma for your husband..." Shampoo spun, eyes flashing. "Yes, that right, Ukyou. Great-grandmother and I arrange for two women to come and try to kill us so I get Ranma. How you find out? You so very smart." She saw Ukyou's expression of righteous indignation waver for a moment, but then it was back. "I wouldn't put anything past you if you'd kidnap Ranchan's mother like that." The careful hold Shampoo had held on her temper snapped right then. Ukyou tended to bring that out in her. "I not know why great-grandmother do what she do," Shampoo said, in a very cold voice. "I not know she going to kidnap Ranma mother. I not know why you trying to start fight with me either, Ukyou. I not want to fight you. We all need work to find Ranma. Mousse and Ryoga, they not hate Ranma so much they not helping. You hate me so much you not going to help?" She smiled, without using her eyes. "Or maybe you hate him, because you know now you no can have him. You want blame someone, blame yourself. No blame me for something I not do." "SHUT UP!" Ukyou shouted, face collapsing from indignation to a ruin of concealed grief. "I don't hate him! I don't! I... I love..." Shampoo turned away again, which meant she never saw the blow coming. The flat side of the enormous spatula connected with her head with a ringing crack, and knocked her sprawling to the ground, dark suns bursting in front of her eyes and muted explosions ringing in her head like hollow bells. "Why?" she heard Ukyou whisper, and there were tears in her voice. "Why couldn't you have just stayed in China, married Mousse or something? Why'd you have to come here?" Shampoo tried to raise herself up, but somewhere amidst the ringing in her head and the wet dripping down the side of her face, she'd forgotten just what combination of arms and legs would do that. She heard footsteps softly approaching. "Why did he leave me behind?" Ukyou's voice said. A soft sob broke from her, an aching sound of sadness unseen and pain long-hidden, truths long denied and hopes forever shattered. "Why?" Again Shampoo tried to get up, but the blow had severely rattled her. She tried to raise herself to her hands and knees, but Ukyou was right beside her now, and her head was still ringing so badly. She braced herself for an expected blow. The blow never fell. "Oh god..." she heard Ukyou say. "Oh, god, I'm sorry. I... I don't know what to..." There was the clatter of some large metal object being dropped to the ground, and then someone pressed their hand to the side of her head, against the slow flow of blood from the small laceration the blow had left. "I'm sorry, Shampoo. That was... that was dishonourable. I hit someone with their back turned. I..." A soft sniffle. "I hurt so bad. I know it can't be any better for you, but... it hurts so much." "I be okay," Shampoo whispered softly. "Joketsuzoku women have very hard heads." "Not as hard as some people's," Ukyou said, something in her voice dancing on that line between laughter and weeping. Ukyou carefully put her hand on Shampoo's uninjured shoulder and helped her sit up. Her head hurt horribly, vision swimming back and forth from clarity to murkiness. Ukyou was very pale, tears still on her face. "I'm sorry," she said again. Behind her, Shampoo could see the discarded giant spatula. "That was... I don't know why..." "Everything changing," Shampoo said. "So fast. It make everyone change with it, whether they want to or not." "I know this isn't your fault," Ukyou said in a soft voice. "You... I saw you tried to stop them. Everything's all screwed up now. Ranchan's gone, I..." She sighed and closed her eyes. "We'd better start looking again. We have to find him." "If he still here," Shampoo said quietly. Ukyou nodded. "I just hope he's okay." Shampoo slowly stood up. "So do I." "What about your great-" "I hope Ranma okay." Ukyou frowned, turning to pick up her spatula from the ground. She hefted the weapon over her shoulder and turned to look back at the other girl. Shampoo was looking at her with a strangely contemplative expression. "What?" Ukyou asked finally. Shampoo smiled bitterly. "You know what you do, right Ukyou? You defeat me. You defeat Joketsuzoku woman in battle." Ukyou's mouth dropped open. "Wha..." "Outsider woman who beat Joketsuzoku, must receive kiss of death," Shampoo said, taking a step forward. "Must be hunted down and killed." Shampoo's hand came up, and for some reason, Ukyou could do nothing to stop it. Slowly it came forward, until it was nearly touching Ukyou's face, almost brushing against her cheek. There was something in Shampoo's face impossible to describe, impossible to put into words or even thoughts. Very gently, as if she feared the other girl might break at the touch, Shampoo put her fingers against Ukyou's cheek in a gesture almost like a caress. She leaned forward; sun caught the highlights of her hair. Her breath was warm against Ukyou's face, a summer breeze, a light zephyr, lighter even than the touch of her fingers. And then, just as slowly, she let her hand drop and straightened up, the impossible expression vanishing, the bitter smile returning. "No one see. Joketsuzoku laws cause enough hurt already, I think." And with that, she turned and walked away. ********** Ryoga frowned as he looked into the western sky. The sun seemed to have moved so fast; it was already there, already past the mid-mark of the day. In a few hours, it would set. It didn't seem like they'd been searching since this morning, but they had, along with all the volunteers the police in town had been able to round up. They hadn't been able to give them the whole story, of course. Supposedly they'd come up into the mountains to camp out and train together. Ranma, they'd said, had gone off on his own yesterday and never come back. They seemed to have been believed, at least. They'd been put up last night in two rooms at a small inn, and had arisen early in the morning to start the search again. Hours and hours had been spent combing the mountain, fruitlessly calling Ranma's name. Ryoga had the sneaking suspicion they weren't going to find anything, though. No one else had seen Ranma's face but him before those two women had come. There had been something there that Ryoga could not quite ever understand, some sense of finality. Wherever Ranma was, if he was alive, it wasn't here. He was alive, though. He had to be alive. Because Ryoga wasn't sure he could face himself ever again if he wasn't. Watch over them, Ranma had said. His mother and Akane. The words had been spoken only to him, only for him to hear. And he would. "Always," he said softly, as he'd said to Ranma before. "Always." "Find anything?" Ryoga turned slowly around and regarded Mousse evenly. "Nope. Not a thing." The taller boy nodded and took a few steps closer to stand with Ryoga under the shade of a branching tree. "Me neither." "I don't think we're going to, either," Ryoga said after a moment. Mousse nodded again. "I don't know what Cologne was up to, and I don't know who those two women who showed up were, but if Saotome were still here, he'd have found us by now." Ryoga sighed and put his hand against the trunk of the tree, feeling the rough bark against his callused palm. "Yeah. Either someone has him or he's left on his own, for some reason." "The question is," Mousse said, absently taking out a shuriken and dancing it along his knuckles as he talked. "If someone has him, is it Cologne or those two women?" Ryoga shook his head ruefully. "I don't know about you, but I'm kinda hoping for Cologne." Mouse pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose with his free hand and smiled slightly. "I have to say I am as well. It's better than the alternative." Ryoga touched his fingers to the four scabbed-over cuts across his face, parallel lines left by Yamiko's hands. He thought they might leave scars. "Yeah." "I don't think the girls are going to give up after just one day, though," Mousse said quietly. "But after that..." Ryoga's eyes followed the throwing stars as Mousse flipped it between his fingers. It flashed silver in the sunlight. "After that, what?" "I don't really know," Mousse said with a sigh. "But I'd say if Cologne has him, against his will, then they'll be on their way to China." Ryoga raised an eyebrow. "And if those two women have him?" "Then my prayers go with him," Mousse said softly. "I thought you'd be jumping for joy," Ryoga said before he could stop himself. "After all, you've got Shampoo to yourself now." He saw something pass across Mousse's face, a twitch. The boy grimaced, and the shuriken fell from his fingers, clattering off a rock on the ground. "Ouch," Mousse said, raising his bleeding fingers to his mouth and sucking on them. "Have to be more careful with those sharp objects." "Something happen?" Ryoga said cautiously. "I was wondering why you weren't with her." Mousse slowly nodded. "Yeah. Something happened, I guess." "I'm sorry," Ryoga said. Mousse smiled, very sadly. "It's been coming for a long time. My blindness goes beyond my eyes at times." He looked at Ryoga, eyes magnified behind the thick lenses of his glasses. "I'd expect you to be happy, though. You've never seemed to like him much more than I do, and now he's not in your way with..." Further words were knocked out of him when Ryoga grabbed him by the collar in a tight grip with both hands and slammed him back against the tree. "Shut up, Mousse! Just shut up! You don't have any idea how I feel, understand?" He closed his eyes. "You don't have any idea." Mousse's arms came up. Silver flashed in the sun. He locked eyes with Ryoga and a slow, humourless smile spread across his face. "You don't take your hands off me right now, Ryoga," he said, very quietly. "You're going to have a few more marks on your face." Ryoga opened his eyes and gazed up at Mousse, pent-up rage and frustration blazing behind his eyes. "Try it." "What are you two doing?" Ryoga and Mousse looked away from their staring contest at Akane. "Uhh..." "I guess since Ranma isn't around, you two have to fight each other, huh?" Akane said slowly. "Is that it? Why don't you put some of that energy into looking for him, alright?" Ryoga slowly let Mousse go. "Really, Akane, we weren't fighting..." "I don't want to hear it," Akane said wearily. "I don't care who started it, or what. Go ahead and rip each other's throats out. I really don't care." She turned and started to walk quickly away. Mousse brushed his collar off and looked at Ryoga with a slow, regretful sigh. "I think you'd better go after her," he said quietly. "You get along a hell of a lot better with her than I do." Ryoga looked at the other boy for a moment, then began to walk quickly after Akane before she got out of his sight. He caught up with her after twenty or so feet, and laid a hesitant hand on her shoulder. "Akane?" She turned and stared at him, and it hurt him deep inside to see her face. "What?" "I'm sorry," he said, feeling himself go tongue-tied, as he always did around her. No words came to him, no words with which he could express himself. Regret, sadness, love, they all intertangled themselves within his mind, wove a net that let no words past. There was so much to say, and yet it was so hard to say it. "I'm sorry," he said again. "Really, I'm sorry Akane, I..." "Oh, Ryoga," Akane said. She smiled softly at him. "It's alright. It's not you. It's me." "Huh?" "I'm so scared," she whispered, as if shamed to admit it. "I'm scared for him." He hurt inside; he felt as if there was a wound upon him, a wound that would not heal, something deep inside his soul that went deeper each time he took a breath, drove itself like a splinter of glass throughout his very being. "He'll be okay," he said. "Really, Akane. He'll be okay." "But what if he isn't?" Akane said, closing her eyes. "What if he isn't, and then..." A few tears leaked from beneath her closed eyelids, hung upon her lashes like dew upon leaves for a fraction of a second, and then fell upon her cheeks. "And I never told him how..." "How you felt?" Ryoga said, not sure how he managed to say the words at all. "Yeah," Akane sniffed. "But the worst thing is, I don't even know how I really feel." She put up a hand and brushed at one cheek, as if that could somehow stop the tears. "I... he made me so mad. All the time, he made me so mad. But he always..." She opened her eyes and looked at him, tears shimmering upon her face and unshed inside her eyes. "How can you feel two ways about someone at the same time that are so totally different? How can you..." "I don't know," Ryoga said thickly. "But I know you can. I know... You can hate someone so much, and at the same time you can l-" "I don't know what I'd do without you," Akane said suddenly. "You're always there for me, Ryoga. You're..." As if by their own volition, his hands came up and put themselves upon her shoulders. "It'll be okay, Akane," he said gently. "Really." Slowly, slowly, he drew her against him, embraced her, as he'd always longed to. She seemed so small, so fragile. Her body was warm against his, her hair fragrant and soft against his cheek. "I promise it'll be okay," he said. "Thank you," Akane whispered, her head on his shoulder. All life is suffering, thought Ryoga, remembering the words of another. And the root of all suffering is desire. And if that thing which I desire brings me suffering, why for it do I so desire? And it was this third which was his own thought, and for it he had no answer. ********** Nabiki shuffled the papers upright, banging them again the flat top of the desk to straighten them, and then tucked them into the drawer. She locked it, and then hung the key on its chain back around her neck, where it was more often than not. She swivelled her desk chair around and looked out the window. Dinner had been a few hours ago, an uncomfortable meal with Kasumi carrying on with a variety of inane chatter between their father's bouts of depressive doomsaying. The sun had set, and the city outside had fallen into darkness broken by the symmetric randomness of the patterned lights of the buildings. The phone rang, and Nabiki started slightly in her chair. Then she steadied herself, cursing her own nervousness, and picked it up. "Hello?" "Nabiki?" "Hi Akane. You find him." After a second's silence, Akane made her reply. "No." "Any sign at all?" "No." Her younger sister's voice was flat and controlled, and carried a sense of terrible weariness in it. "No sign. I just came down the mountain a few minutes ago. Auntie Saotome said I should give you and everyone else a call." "So what's the plan now?" Nabiki said. "We're staying here another night, and searching some more tomorrow. Afer that..." The next words sounded very difficult for her sister to say. "After that, we're gonna come back and try to figure out what to do next." "Hey, listen sis, you were kinda abrupt when I talked to you last... give me a rundown on what happened, and I might be able to help you out." She said it casually, as if in passing, steadying herself with a deep breath. "Okay?" "Sure," Akane said. She began to talk, and Nabiki began to take notes in point-form of anything that sounded important. When Akane was finished, her voice was trembling slightly on the other end of the line. "That's it, I guess." "Okay," Nabiki said. "Look, sis, it'll be alright. He's Ranma. He'll be okay." "I wish everyone would stop saying that," she heard Akane say, so quietly she almost wasn't sure she heard it correctly. "Look, call me tomorrow, okay? I wanna know how you're doing," Nabiki said. "Hang in there, Akane." "Thanks, Nabiki. Bye." "Bye." The phone clicked down. Nabiki sat in her chair for a few long minutes, alternating staring at the newly taken notes with staring out the window at the dark-fallen city and sky. She finally turned her attention to the notes, reading them over and trying to make connections between them, scrawling down anything that seemed particularly important. Finished, she licked her lips and pressed the eraser end of her pencil to her chin for a moment in thought. Then she put the pencil into the small jar on her desk with a clatter that seemed loud in the silence of the room, and picked up the phone. The number was familiar. Far too familiar. Too many times dialed, too many times. "Hello, Nabiki." The voice on the other end of the line was deep and soft. "I'd been wondering when I'd hear from you again. Your last report was so... inadequate." "My little sister didn't tell me much the first time she called. I can't help that." "Have you got something a little more substantial this time?" "Yes." "Go on." She started to read off her list, filling out the quick notes with memories of what Akane had said. The voice on the other end occasionally asked questions, and she answered them as best she could, though grudgingly. "Is that all?" the voice said finally. "Yeah." "Better than last time, Nabiki." "Whatever." Hesitantly, she spoke again. "If he... if he doesn't come back, am I..." The voice laughed, very softly. "Nabiki dear, once we have something useful, we don't ever let it go. You don't just discard your business assets. You hold onto them. You never know when you'll need them." It paused for a second. "Although perhaps I could help you out, you know. You've become a very pretty young lady, Nabiki. I'm always..." "No. Can I go now?" "For now. Keep my offer in mind though, Nabiki." She hung up the phone without saying anything else, and sat there at her desk, trembling slightly. She put her hand to her mouth in a fist and nibbled slightly on one knuckle, a nervous childhood habit she thought she'd gotten rid of. She didn't even realize she was crying until a few minutes later, the tears falling silent down her face. And she couldn't stop trembling, no matter how hard she tried. She curled her knees up to her chest, wrapped one arm around them and hugged her legs tightly to herself. She was just glad her door had a lock on it. "Come on, Nabiki," she chided herself softly. "It'll be okay. It'll be okay. It'll be okay..." She closed her eyes. "I won't ever let him touch me. No matter what, I won't ever let him touch me." She rocked slightly in the chair, hearing it creak amidst the silence. "It'll be okay..." A mantra. "It'll be okay..." A chant, perhaps. A charm, a ward, a spell of protection. "It'll be okay..." Words. Words had power, maybe, if you said them often enough. "It'll be okay..." So Nabiki sat in her room, with the door locked, with the night sky watching her and the city lights like a hundred thousand eyes at her back, and she said her words long into the night. As always, though, she had little hope that anyone was listening. ********** The man called Ritter stood upon the balcony of his expensive hotel room, forty floors above the Tokyo streets, with the night wind blowing through his pale hair. The city spread out before him, a chaotic sprawl of flashing lights, and about it all, in the spaces the light didn't reach, there was the dark. Ritter smiled, and his pale blue eyes gazed out across the west, across the tangle of the city into the countryside, and beyond that land to the ocean, the Sea of Japan, out across the Korean peninsula and the Yellow Sea. He knew where he was gazing at, even though it was over a thousand miles away, across oceans and rivers and lakes and mountains. He could feel the pull, even this far away. Far into central China, in the sparsely populated, mountainous province of Qinghai, Jusenkyou lay. None of them could go there but he. Despite all that Jusenkyou was, defiance of all barriers was a part of what he was. But Yoko and her sisters, and the pathetic fools who bowed their heads and worshipped, and had no idea of the depths of that to which they gave their prayers, none of them could go there. He knew they'd tried, just as he knew they had a few hands there, a few who had slipped through, working within the loopholes of the ancient protections that shielded the place. But they would not shield it from him. And once his work was done, they would no longer shield it from anyone. He had been hasty last time, far too hasty. It had taken him a long time to understand what he had done wrong. He had learned finesse, and patience. Neither had come easily to him, because when he had first begun his service they had not been necessary. But times had changed, and he had changed with them. This time, he would not move too quickly. This time, he would do it right. He had waited for a long, long time for when the moment would be right to strike. Jusenkyou would fall to the Dark, and he would deliver the heart of the springs into the hand of his master. He would burn the village of the Joketsuzoku to ash, he would lay the palace of the pathetic remnants who called themselves the Musk to ruin, and he would bring the halls of Phoenix Mountain down atop her people's heads. And at long last, he would finally be granted that which he most desired. "Not long, my lord," he said softly to the listening night. "Not long at all, after so long a time. Soon the new times shall come, and all that has been shall cease to be. We shall rip out the roots of the world-tree and tear the sun from the sky. The seas shall swell with the blood of the slain and rise upon the land." He leaned forward, resting his arms on the balcony. He looked out to the west, and slowly smiled, raising an arm as if to grasp something, as if he might reach across the hundreds of miles and hold Jusenkyou in the palm of his hand. He hoped his little demonstration today had put Yoko back in her place. It would be something of a shame if he had to kill her. The man called Ritter straightened up, and smiled with perfect teeth. Ritter was one name he had in the world right now, one face. The man walked inside his hotel room and closed the door to the balcony behind him. He walked into the bathroom and stretched his arms over his head. He looked into the mirror, at his reflection, and concentrated. He formed a mental picture of the same face as he had now, the same body, the same hair, only with green eyes instead of blue. He closed his eyes, and opened them. Blue eyes stared back at him from the sharply-chiselled face. He shrugged and smiled. It was true as always; he could not change his eyes. Shrugging, he walked back inside the hotel room and undressed, crawling into a bed that he did not feel any real need of anymore. But he was a creature of habits, and sleep was one of them. He closed his eyes, and willed sleep to come. Sleep came, and with it glorious dreams of ashes scattered upon the winds of desolation.